babylove

2009-05-10T17:04:00.001+08:00

hello.
didnt think that i'll ever update.-.-
just to let people know that,
i've moved to S-LOVENISTA@BS

2008-12-08T21:11:00.001+08:00

LAST POST OF THIS BLOG.
no more motivation to blog,
so this shall be the last post.
SAYONARA LOVES.

i didnt meet does mean that you dont mean anything to me.
im already to your non-existence doesnt mean i dont miss you.

2008-11-29T21:34:00.003+08:00

#DAY 33

SIMOSY'S OUT TODAY!
yeeaaaa!
best is no more "yi pian lan xin"

wtf, is wrong with you?
im fucking pissed.

私はジョナサンを憎む

2008-11-28T16:50:00.002+08:00

#DAY 32

sighs,
thanks to sister's mum's phone call,
we cant meet as often as we used to,
father's pissed, i also dont know why.
cause i really dont know what she said,
and papa says that what she said "bo zi-an lat"
sighhhhs, i feel that dice really bt liao.
it's only 32 days since simosy&jon left.
sister also "bo zi-an lat"
ccb lahh, wth is wrong.
communication error bah.
all of them just fling here and there.
just not in one anymore.
sister, just hides everything from me,
she's afraid that i'll be angry.
yea, angry.
whatever you do just earns to get me angry.
sighs, say until my mouth dry.

私はあきらめた

2008-11-27T12:24:00.003+08:00

DAY THIRTY-ONE
im still counting, till the 365th day

hello people!
i didnt blog for sometime it because im busy.
WATCHING THIS.

LOVVEEEE IT SO MUCH CAN.
waiting for the esp to be completed.^^

everything seems to be going wrong.
dam those bitches.

2008-11-24T23:26:00.003+08:00

DAY TWENTY-EIGHT

wtf, you are doing the same fucking thing again.
you want to continue, go ahead.
whoever bully you, whatever happen dont tell me.
freaking du lan, ccb.
all you do is lie. nbccb.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS SIA SUAY?
CHEEBYE.

2008-11-23T23:09:00.002+08:00

DAY TWENTY-SEVEN.
i didnt say farewell to jon today.
on his second home-leave
feel fucking guilty can.
sighhhhs.

Saturday met up with BRANDON!
hehe, soo cute.
slacked the whole day out.
had. fun.
&& that's all.^^

2008-11-18T19:11:00.002+08:00

DAY TWENTY-TWO
每天想着你已变成习惯
一直幻想你在我身边

the whole thing is repeating.
cb, fucking sia suay.
everyone around is happily timing their main boyfriends.
fucking bo xim.
so what if my thinking is very old,
it's better that way, i can put myself in a very safe place.
better than you people having the risk of being raped.
& it is the way you act that make people think it's okay.

mother's are suppose to stay at home to be a housewife,
and not going around acting like a 17 years old.
having a husband is to be tiong xim to him,
so what if he isn't, if you say that he's wrong,
then why follow what he's doing, CB.

2008-11-17T16:29:00.003+08:00

DAY TWENTY+TWENTY-ONE.
jon, told me to take out my helix piercing,
i took out already.
i gave him a terrible farewell,
i can feel a huge sense of sadness.
25 hours had passed after saying farewell,
i miss you already.
seriously, i think that you went to meet octina.T.T

wtf, irritating retards.
i hate them lah, cheebye.
it's you in the wrong first.
humji sia, dare go tell daddy what you do lah.

2008-11-15T23:54:00.005+08:00

DAY NINETEEN
ahhhhh!!!! FINALLY MET UP WITH JON BABBBYYYYY!

missed him like fuck. T.T

early in the morning wake up,
went to maxwell to collect some stuff,
then headed to meet JON BABY!
he dam ka ciau luh, we reach the time sms him never reply,
then say what dont meet le, no mood.
then i was like, going to cry.
then suddenly he walked pass,
ran over and hug him luh, irritating do this kind of thing make people sad.
then tears just came.
spent the whole day with him,^^
didnt ton at his house cause his mother kb. T.T
IM GETTING MY BREAKFAST&MORNING CALLS TOMORROW!~~~

waited, for 18days wasnt easy,
let's say it's DIFFICULT.
the first week was terrible.
it was like living hell okay,
dont say things like, "without me 2 week you all also like that"
please dont say such things okay?
missed you so much, BABY.
i'll be waiting, there's still 345days for you to get out of BH.
as long as you didnt forget us, we wont forget you.

2008-11-14T00:13:00.003+08:00

DAY EIGHTEEN!

freaking excited!!!

im sooooo gonnnnaaaa seee jon baby!

wtf, wtf.

going crazy at yingying's house.

AHHHHHH!!!!@##$%%^&$*&^*%$@#$@%&*

YEA,YEA,YEA,YEA,YEA.!

hahahhahahahahhahhahs.

tried to sleep the whole day this few days,

to let time pass faster. ^^

just 36 more hours to see JON!

yea,yea,yea,yea,!!!!

2008-11-12T21:05:00.002+08:00

DAY SIXTEEN
omgomg, 3 more days.

sighs,
having some sort of serious,
bad intuition.

2008-11-11T02:51:00.003+08:00

DAY FIFTEEN.
just wait for 4 more freaking days,
i will see jon baby!!!
yea. missed him soooooo.

im changing phone soon.
this time is real.
on sunday. went to ps LG road show.
was about to LG secret, made all the necessary,
then suddenly, the person say out of stock.
brokedown over this stupid thing,
cause i rare get a chance to change my phone.
it was like finally, papa getting me new phone.
then no stock, but luckily i cried, cause papa "heart soften"( direct translated)
so im so sure that im changing my phone. YEAHS.

bye people.

2008-11-07T12:31:00.002+08:00

DAY ELEVEN

freaking excited sehhhh,
8 more days will be his first home leavvvveeeeee!!!
muahahas, he dam swweeettt lahh.
his hostel mate was out for home leave,
he asked his hostel mate to call me to inform me sehhhh!
ahhhh!! im going crazy, next saturday, i'll be waitinnggggggg fooorrr yoouuuu jon babbyy!

currently renovating me house,
then the house is like infested with dust. wth.
whatever, today's the second last day for renovation!!
hehehhe. i miss him lahhhhhzxzxzxxxzxzxzx.

2008-11-06T14:56:00.005+08:00

DAY TEN.

ran away from home in the morning,
to not see father. just reached home,
missing baby like crazy.
sighs, he's not there to buy food for me.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhs.
AKU SIBEI HUNGRY.

GOOOODDDD NEWWWSSSS EHHHHHH!!~
BABY'S GONNA BE OUT ON 15 NOV!!!!!~~~
MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHS.
freaking happppppyyyyyyy nooooowwwwwww!!!!
nine more dayyyyyssss! hehhehehehehehhehe.

2008-11-05T23:57:00.001+08:00

day nine.

i've fought sparring with father,
lost like fuck.
blue blacks all over.
ccb.

2008-11-04T17:39:00.001+08:00

day eight.

sighs fuck lah, cb.
quarreled with my fucking unreasonable father.
ccb, wtf is wrong with him seh. cb
he want to get things done, what has it gonna do with me.

2008-11-03T23:32:00.002+08:00

DAY SEVVENNN.
somethings are going very suspiciously.
Jon's case is being confirmed correct.
but simosy's, very fishy.

2008-11-02T00:24:00.002+08:00

DAYYY SIXXX.
still miss them.

went out with D.I.C.E sisters today.
had my helix piercing,(:
dint hurt as much as expected. ^^
sighs.
no mood.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVELYN,(:

2008-11-01T09:11:00.004+08:00

DAY FIVE!
16 more days to baby's first home leave.
i'll wait & wait & wait.
miss them lahhhhhh! fuck.

i dont want to say much, currently in bad mood.
i dont know why, the morning rain seems to stir up the rage in me.
when he wasnt in there, in this kind of weather, he will always morning call me.
then he'll bring breakfast for me, then will accompany me the whole day till his probation.
wtf, i miss him lahhhhh.
his other accomplice friends only got 18months probation and light sentences,
but he?
so heavy sentence can, so what if there's 3 cases for him, only 2 case is being sentenced.
the last case in still not close, then then sentence still so fucking heavy. nabei .
during his probation period he alr obey everything accordingly,
why, the sentence still so heavy?
wth.

SIGHHHHHHSSSSS.

2008-10-31T01:24:00.002+08:00

DAY FOUURRRR!
fucking miss them.

dint go out with heihei&ying,
but still slacked together.
just came back from slacking with them.
but im once again at ying's house.
maybe sleeping at her house.
seriously, it's fun okay finally.

i was just playing checkers with my friend.
freaking lost, and i owe him one meal seh.
wth, lol.
funny sia.

sighs,
i miss him lah.

REPLY OF TAGS;
JESSLYN; hehe, (:
ESTHER; you also never go, no body accompany me.
BRENDA; cross my heart & hope to die, that i'll wait.
YING; sighszxzxz, the reason i've said alot of times le.(:
JIASHAN; where's your blog sia girl.

2008-10-30T12:20:00.001+08:00

DAY THREE.

dying soon.
serious forcing myself not to think.

going out with heihei&ying later.(:
currently at ying's house, enojoying ying's maggi mee.
so sweet of her to cook for me!~

2008-10-29T12:30:00.002+08:00

it's only DAY TWO.
fuck can, when i woke up o was still thinking,
later going to meet baby, then meet D.I.C.E
then suddenly, think they are alr in BH.
ONE YEAR & 9 MONTHS they'll be tied down.
at least 2 months to see them more regularly.
wth,wth. nothing is helping to make me feel better.
everything i do just made me think of them more.
even looking at MOTO makes me think of baby.
as they were best friends, same DOB.
& moto listens to him too.

missing someone, hurts like fuck.

2008-10-29T01:03:00.004+08:00

fuck, it's only one day sia
miss them like fuck.
ccb. i wonder how much i can take.
my baby&brother inside sia,
will be able to see baby in 3 weeks,
but it's not confirm, wth.
sekali, baby bad conduct never come out, life will be harder.
brother have to wait at least 1.5 months. to see him
wth, wth, wth, im too used to their presence.
i cant even sing, when singing will think of the times we spent singing.
all of us, controlled the tears, all of us, felt the pain.
69 the judge lah. fuckzxzzxxzxzzxzx
just now, met up with heihei&friend, he tried to cheer us up,
but it didnt work at all, this is the first time i felt such pain.
feel like crying, but cant.
wth, wth, wth, freaking miss them already when it's only day one going day two.
time's gonna pass really slowly this months, have to wait at least 1 year+ to meet them as freeman.
fuck lahhhh, dam fared up.
I'LL COUNT THE DAYS.
miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,

YINGYING, DONT THINK TO MUCH,
HE DIN MEAN TO NOT CALL,
HE'S AFRAID TO HEAR YOU CRY.

2008-10-28T14:49:00.002+08:00

day one,
they were gone.
fuckkzxxzxzxzxzxxzxzxzxzxzxz
fucking miss them can, but i dont think this is the maximum pain.
YING'S THE ONE THAT HURT THE MOST.
why did you leave your hat, shirt&your presence at my house.
why seh, when i know your sentence, i reached home.
the first thing i saw was your cap.
i almost broke in to tears you know?
you didnt fulfill your promise to me,
wth, why did i believe. argh.
i miss your jiao bin, your morning calls & the breakfasts.
sighs.....

2008-10-28T01:48:00.005+08:00

it's their court day.
i'll miss them loads,
simosy bro's ,funny faces& jokes
jon "baby", irritating bitch. pettiness.
I'LL MISS THEMMMM ALLL!
lets hope for the best for them
hoping, no boys home, hostel or even probation.
like seriously, simosy has been missing. T.T
HOPE THEY"LL BE FREE MEN AFTER COURT.
tml, will be waiting for them.
loves.(:

yingying, the most IRREPLACEABLE.
cant imagine life without her.

2008-10-26T21:23:00.002+08:00

离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么
如果是种解脱
怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝
那么爱你为什么
面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活
过去的日子彷佛偷偷在笑我
笑我的落魄也笑我的执著
也许吧他爱你比我多

i swear to god,
they were great disappointment,
but i cant believe that i still miss the time with them.
like seriously, missed it badly.
while slacking with D.I.C.E or outing,
i will actually think of them,
think of the pictures, the fun.
FOR ONCE, WHILE THINKING, I BROKEDOWN.
I CANT STOP THE FEELING, THE TEARS.
yah, whatever, i shall stop missing.
they dont care, shall see how their gonna be STABBED.
i miss them the "girlfriends" that 'promised' will be by my side when i need them.
though it was a disappointment, i still miss them.

D.I.C.E couldnt cover them,
they were IRREPLACEABLE,
didnt realise it till now.
TOO LATE TO APOLOGISE.

DIDNT MEET HEIHEI FOR 2 DAYS.-.-

2008-10-22T19:21:00.003+08:00

helloooooo!!
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
jeann's gonna get grounded.T.T

today, slacked at home,
then went to ying's house.
then did nthg, there's nthg good to say today.(:

bye people!

2008-10-21T16:27:00.004+08:00

hello,
im kinda moody currently. T.T
yesterday night had taiji at kallang MRT.
dam it the sia sui, dont feel like saying, FUCK.
but the bus trips were fun. lololololol.
benben freaking gao xiao. played like crazy, LMFO, conquered every single bus.
met up with HEIHEI too yesterday, he & simosy ton-d at my house,
simosy started to sleep first, then i fell asleep too,
early in the morning woke up, heihei ton-d alone. lolol.

morning, met up with ying&jon.
then sent them to school, simosy stayed & slacked at my house.
we waited for jon to come.
after awhile, pipi came up, watched "10 promises to my dog" together,
dam embrassing i cried like i dont know what, for the scences when akari had to live at some domitory & SOCKS be brought there,
tears fall like waterfall, then suddenly jonjon reached,
wiped off the tears quick.
then he sat down & watched the show together,
then they started messing with my hair, wth.
seriously guys suck at tying long hair.
then continued watching the show, when the dog is dying,
i cried too, then this time cant hide from them. T.T
dam sia sui.

in the end, dint make my IC today,
dont know how long should i wait. =.=
then went out with parents awhile,
& now at home, HOME SWEET HOME.
MEETING THEM LATER!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

SAYONARA!

REPLY OF TAGS;
JESSLYN; lololololololol, i think i know who wor.heheh.
LIPING; erms, my profile there got put my email.(:

2008-10-20T18:56:00.002+08:00

helloooooo!
went MALAYSIA!
never go school, ((:
tomorrow not going too, going to do my IC.
like FINNNAAALLLLY.

din slack with D.I.C.E so the day was kinda tired, bored!
meeting them later!
missed them alr.(:

2008-10-19T23:29:00.012+08:00

HELLOOOOSSS!
i gonna blog about yesterday's D.I.C.E's SENTOSA TRIP!:D
early in the morning 8.15am jon came to my house,
then i stunned a moment,
guess what?
he wearing the same shirt as me. -.-
then we headed to ying's house to meet simosy,pipi.
went to HQ1 after that, waited for Xiang&Brenda.
HEADED TO VIVO!!
went on the bus, and once again, D.I.C.E conquer the bus!
PICTURESXSX!

YING IS LOVE.♥

told ya, same shirt. -.

when we reached vivo, slacked a little before going in to sentosa.

tsk, XIANG AH! "WA EH, MICKEY MOUSE EH NAI SA!"

IM A BIT TOO HYPER.-.-
im actually freaking hyper that day, lolol.
we went to palawan beach.(:

simosy unglam-ness.(: on the train.

PALAWAN BEACH! THE HIGH TIDE WAS REALLY HIGH THAT DAY.

TAT UNGLAM-NESS.

ah xiang was burried by us,
then he had extra large LJ&LP.
plus a pair of D-cup boobs.
the pictures freaking unglam, so i wasnt approved to put them up.
play in the sea, some water fighting and stuff,
jon piggy-backd me, lolol. i piggy-backd ying&brenda.freaking fun can.
one part, when everyone's resting, jon,pipi&me,
swam over to the side where no swimminng is allowed,
we went there to find fishes!(:
no catch at all! sads, saw the fishes though. -.-
after a while, the ranger came over to the bridge, like looking for us.
as he was looking under the bridge, lololol.

i was forced to leave the nice beach early,
when i haven even got sun burnt,
cause jon was in pain because of the bicycle wound.
he endured the pain for like 2-3 hours?
then he couldnt tahan.but he tried his best alr.
went to wash up!
the queue was super longggg, then no choice, open bath.
didnt take off everything, bathed with undergarments on.
then the guys waited for freaking long. hahhas, they should do that.
took some pictures while waiting for the train

♥D.I.C.E's Girls Rules!

brenda!♥

headed back to vivo! MAKAN!
NO ONE HAD BREAKFAST BEFORE WE MEET UP.
ate at LJS, ah xiang's suggestion(:
after eating, went to slack at some open space.(:

pictures were obviously taken!!!(:♥i like this shot,(:

THE BEST SHOT! D.I.C.E pbt.♥

i love D.I.C.E

keke!anan! i want a group photo of full D.I.C.E!

2008-10-17T19:35:00.002+08:00

hello,helloo,helloooos!
nthg much to say today.
cause went out with parents instead of D.I.C.E
yeah.. it's kinda sad.
there's bad news today,
lucky is suspected that she had MISCARRIAGEd.
SAD.
ALL THANKS TO MOTO.
they fought, then there's this blood stains all over.
when i saw it, my heart felt heavy.T.T

and yah,
there's a couple in D.I.C.E
obviously not me.
lolololol.
lovey dovey everytime,
cant stand seh.T.T

SAYONARA!
GONNA WATCH ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND.♥♥♥♥

REPLY TO TAGS.
SOTONG; OKAYS! link you ASAP
PASSERBY; (:
JIASHAN; i forget what i ask you le. T.T

2008-10-16T18:17:00.003+08:00

♥D.I.C.E!

HELLOOOO!
i've got MC today!
lolol, went polyclinic with ying.
please, im really sick.
secrets... (:

came back met up with jeann& anan.^^
then simosy.
then also met up with pipi,jonjon&xiangxiang!
went slacking, then headed to leisure park,
picture taken will be uploaded later.
JONJON FELL DOWN!
as they were doing stuns with their beloved HAROs.
i ran there, i was like omfg!
i could see the flesh seh. omg,
feel so sad luh, shouldnt have let them do the stuns. T.T

after that, he still can ride he haro, still dare to do stun.
irritating, totally not scared at all.
simosy,pipi&xiang went to mcys.
then we rode back to HQ 1, slacked.
it rained, then to HQ 2.
slacked, felt really tired due to the medication.
came home!♥♥♥♥♥

dont misunderstand that i like pipi okay D.I.C.E,
the lovey dovey you guys should know.
the person im talking about is not in D.I.C.E
okay? understand? LAME SEH YOU GUYS,
ME & PIPI? SO IMPOSSIBLE.

SAYONARA!♥♥♥

2008-10-15T21:16:00.003+08:00

hello,
today's a tiring day.
PIPI'S CRAZY.
lovey dovey, in D.I.C.E
lololololol.

i think i like him.
lololol, kinda impossible to get, -.-
actually impossible. lolololololololololololol.
maybe he's just too unique among the friends,
therefore got different feel, the feeling might just fade away.
the D is still stands a part in my heart.
dont wanna think anymore! hehe.
i feel so tired, again.

bye,people!

2008-10-15T01:13:00.004+08:00

heyhey!
i just ot home after slacking with,
heihei,pipi,xiangxiang,yingying,jinjin,tatat&evania.
PIPI&XIANGXIANG left early,
played the usuals with heihei,ying,vania,jeann& tat.
freaking fun can,

HEIHEI&YING DID THE FUNNIEST STUFFS.
CONFIDENTIAL.
((:
REMEMBER TO CLICK PAUSE ON MY MUSIC PLAYER,
BEFORE WATCHING THE VIDEO!

Qing Ge Wang - Leo Ku

LOVELY! DAM IT TOUCHING MTV,
SO SORRY, IT'S A CHINESE MTV.
SO SAD THE STORY, REMEMBER TO LISTEN AND WATCH.(:

2008-10-14T18:44:00.004+08:00

hellooooo people!
hmms, what shall i say,
i've deleted the spammer's tags,(:
i think that's gonna be the way i handle spammer cases.(:
cause i've stated they will not be entertained.(:
hehehe.(:
im so not gonna give a dam seh.(:

monday,
din go school!
lolol. pon-d with almost the whole D.I.C.E :D
freaking tired then,
ying accompanied me to AVA.
then went homeee!
met up, played like crazy people.(:
12 plus met heihei&keke, after every single one of them went home.
then slacked till 2 plus, go home!

today,
went to school OKAY??
got back most of the papers,
wont talk about the ones i failed.
talking about those i've passed,
so far only 2 i saw.
biology freaking lucky seh,
mr oh forget to add 10 marks sia,
luckily i did check!
i got back 10 marks, 10 freaking marks.
passed with a better grade instead of just pass.(:
meeting one-quarter D.I.C.E later.(:
then heihei's meeting early today! hhahhahas.
lolololololololololololololololololololololololololol.
just reached home, accompanied mama&papa to dentist today.
then went parkway parade!
I'VE FINALLY BROUGHT NEW SPEAKERS!(:

BYE PEOPLE!(:

REPLY OF TAGS;
♥ BRENDA; D.I.C.E MISSES YOU!
PASSERBY; erm, confidential (:
JESSLYN & XINYI; okayyyyyysss! linking ya!

2008-10-13T00:56:00.003+08:00

hello people!
i over with the mood swings. -.-
din meet up with full dice today,
did saw them awhile, but it was after i woke up,
& they are preparing to leave my house.
ying left later though.
played like mad cows, pulled the bras out. OOPS!
then heihei came to our place, to borrow the HOTSHOT dvd.-.-
lame huh, they smoked one stick then went sending people home.
sent ying home, then he sent us home, then he went to his slacking place.
SATURDAY OUTING TO SENTOSA! MUAHAHHAHAHHA!
NICHOLAS CUTIE'S GOING, HE'S BRINGING HOT GUYS,
HEIHEI'S GOING TOOOOOOO!!!!
(he said he not sure, though.)
ying & atashiwa, gonna go crazy, paisehh sia.
fatssssss, going on diet, getting rid of extra fatttttssss!.

I DONT KNOW WHETHER TO GO SCHOOL NOT!
FUCKKKKK!

SAYONARA.!

REPLY OF TAGS;
♥ BRENDA; DAM SAD!
PASSERBY; will cheer up after their sentence, provided that the sentence is the lightest. but now still dam it de sad.

2008-10-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

i've been sleeping the whole day.
but, im still freaking tired.
papa brought a new printer.
he desperately needs his stuff done.
no more excuses here.lolol.

they just left my house now,
fuck, freaking tired, my eyes lids feel freaking heavy.
gonna go coma again, dam sad you know,
simosy , jonjon got probation!
♥Brenda got HFMD,
FUCKING SADDDDDDD!

but still, will try my best to keep D.I.C.E in one piece okay?
D.I.C.E PBT!♥♥♥♥
GAMBATEH PEOPLE!

I ♥ YOU, D.I.C.E.
bye, people!

2008-10-11T11:27:00.002+08:00

i have no idea why,
i feel so freaking tired.
i over exhausted by the their,
overwhelming energy,
they just dont feel tired siol.♥
BUT IM KNOCKED-OUT.

2008-10-11T10:15:00.003+08:00

♥DICE PBT.

hello!
met up with him last last night,
ton-d again, lolol.

fun, bodoh.
then outing in the afternoon. on 101008.
went tampines, simosy fucking suay.
saw 3 ex-girlfriends in a row.
then we were, laughing like mad cows.
played basketball at the arcade.
laughed laughed like some crazy people,
due to the trick code done, jonjon made earthquake!
FUN, BODOH.
went mac to slack, played crazy games,
MUDPIE+COKE= BITTER WEIRD TASTE.
im like freaking unlucky kept drinking the weird thing.
but then jonjon's the worst, he got the two mixed together.
(dont understand? cause it's secret.)

went home after that.(:
before that slacked at Mountbatten cc.
took pictures!
lalala.

thats all folks!
SAYONARA!

he is going in soon,
♥fuck.

2008-10-09T13:15:00.003+08:00

hello, hello, hellooo!
i misszxzxzxzxzx himmmmm!
die also must see him today!
(joking, cause he comfirm come!)
muahahhas.

I OFFICIALLY NOT GIVING A DAM!
cause the exams are over,
CAUSE IT'S OVER, BABY IT'S OVER THIS TIME.
biology paper was manageable.(:
i got study for biology! wrote freaking long essays for 6 marks qns.
yesterday still ton-d, slept like some pig after 30 mins,
thanks mrs lim for waking me up for the pass few days of exams.
THANKS LOAD, IF NOT I WOULD HAVE FAILED. T.T

D.I.C.E. PBT!

SAYONARA!

2008-10-07T13:37:00.005+08:00

YAWN! IM TIRED!

hello!
dam sian, this few days it's like 24/7 with them.
before school meet, after school meet,
papa go out le meet, then go home sleep.
then keep getting "screened" by P.O.L.I.C.E.
i addicted to slack with " hei hei bai bai yi dian dian"
he freaking cute can! AHHHH!!!!
so calm when the P came, so cute when joking,
so daring when playing true or dare,
so cute in so many ways!
so sad got girlfriend one, lolol.
yesterday he went to accompany girlfriend didnt slack together,
i love toning with him!

omg, i going crazy,
i really meant it by 24/7
they are currently at my house, watching movie.
-.-
tired of them coming my house.
i dont like JAYPEESON.
fuck.

sayonara!
lovezxzxzxz ya D.I.C.E &
misszxzxzx ya "hei hei bai bai yi dian dian!"

2008-10-05T12:43:00.003+08:00

♥ i love you girls! i look shity. -.-

family reunion!♥

♥i love you guys!!!!!!!!!! lovesxsxsx

I NOT GONNA POST WHAT IS THIS EVENT.
CAUSE CURRENTLY VERY DU LAN WITH SOME PEOPLE,
THESE PEOPLE ARE FUCKING PRO AT TUA-ING OTHERS.
I'LL REMEMBER THIS.
YOU SHOULD WHO YOU ARE, SMS-D YOU AND SERIOUSLY,
IT IS NOT YOU THAT REPLIED. IT'S FUCKING OBVIOUS!

PICTURES ONLY.(:
SERIOUSLY THEIR THE BEST!
LOVEZXZXZ THEM.
JONJON&JAYPEESON GETTING ME A PHONE!(:
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥JONATHAN! kok face.-.-

♥javier(:

♥DADDYYYYYY!!!!!

♥AH SIANG!

♥ timothy!

♥ YAN!

2008-10-04T11:30:00.004+08:00

moto! i love you!

hello people!

seriously, their are the besty.
jaypeeson,c mer c, than than, an an, xi xi, ke ke, & siang siang!
lovveexsxsxsx them loads. lolol. a bit over.
i love slacking, toning with them man,
will have lots of pictures later! bye people!

2008-09-30T23:28:00.002+08:00

hello people!
my mood is now better.
currently enjoying night life with them.
after all those DARE, taking off stuff, running, Apollos , dancing, etc
most importantly LAUGHTER,
my mood seems to be better, i love you people!
now, im in the house blogging, isn't it obvious?
they outside playing their shits.
bye people.(:

you still dare to say they are cherished?
you're such a disappointment as a good friend to me.

2008-09-30T18:33:00.001+08:00

hello,
i screwed maths paper one today.
fuck.
in a really bad mood.
have no idea why, MOOD SWING?

2008-09-29T19:41:00.002+08:00

hello, hello, hellooos!
updating about saturday!
told you guys i went to ton with them right?
ya, stayed out till 1plus, then they went to my house,
then i went to ying's house, watched midnight movie till 2.30
went home, they are still playing like mad cows, not tired at all.
went crazy with them too, but got really tired later,
went in to sleep at 5.30.

sunday, went swimming,
omg, lifeguards are so hot.
lolol, i think i might go to the swimming complex quite often!
hahahs.

today,
i think i didnt do well for social studies.
like sadded, i took my own sweet time,
slowly do, slowly write.
lolol, i think just might be able to make it, lolol
im so crapping.

i think that's all!
i gonna meet up with my sweetheart!
SAYONARA!

2008-09-27T23:30:00.002+08:00

hello,helloo,hellooos

it's lucky's 2nd birthday!
went out with family to east coast.
played Frisbee, monkey& some other doggie training game
i know it's kinda lame. lolol.
enjoyed the day well.

just met him just now.
they were all out!
271008 they are getting their sentence by then.
one more month to go, see cherish the time now!
then now going to ton with them, see cherishing the time.
i specially came back to blog.(:
they were like crazy, first time see him wear so nice, lolol.
but i dont im gonna make it for the ton, freaking tired.

now going out le,
that's all babes.(:
SAYONARA!

2008-09-26T18:24:00.002+08:00

hello,hello,helloooos!
today, was the first paper for the promotional exams,
got really nervous then,early in the morning woke up.
woah, freaking raining cats & dogs, cant even get out of the void deck downstairs.
everything is flooding.
i've almost step into the drain, cause i thought it's land,
it was flooding to the brim, wth,wth
then cabbed to school, but was still late.
i wasnt the only one though.

then did english paper one.
omgomg, the almost screwed the formal letter writing.
i thought that have to write every single proposal's good points.
so i happily wrote, then when i was writing for the last proposal then i find it really weird.
then i see the question STATE YOUR CHOICE, i was like wtf?
i canceled the proposal B wrote the bad things about it below,
wth, wth. i think i screwed the paper. fuck.
the essay i only used 30mins to finish it, it's all crap can.
there's is no details at all. the story is really vague.

english paper 2,
passage A was ok, passage B screwed it.
summary i finish right on the dot,
didnt manage to finish counting the words.

after school, went to ah ma's house.
today is AH GONG'S 5TH YEAR DEATH ANNIVERSARY.
really feel so emotional then.
looking for pictures here.
lololol.
but my scanner is like dead.

HE IS OUT!
IM GONNA MEET THEM NOW.
SAYONARA!

2008-09-24T17:43:00.002+08:00

did you think that will be easy
did you think that i'll wait forever
loving you was my mistake
cause i don't miss you at all.

2008-09-23T16:39:00.000+08:00

baby, just tell me why.

2008-09-22T20:04:00.002+08:00

lucky loves to bark
at the vaccum cleaner,

moto loves to bite all the
PENCILS out of my pencil box,
IM CURRENTLY PENCIL-LESS. T.T

im freaking random,
=.=

2008-09-22T18:03:00.003+08:00

helloooooo!
today school was WHATEVER!@#!#$%^)(&%^
SCREWED THE FREAKING PRESENTATION, FREAKING CHINESE TEST.
FUCK?
really don't enjoy going to school,
but, no choice.
have a bad feeling that, im gonna retain.
i didn't even work hard till now haven even started.
just don't feel the thing around.
i think i just haven got over it, just kept dwelling on it,
cant even concentrate. i think it's the first time i felt like this from young.
seriously you've affected me badly,
just typing about you,& you've came online.
you really did stood a huge part in my heart.
though i always didnt feel it till now.

after school, accompanied shuyi to woodlands to meet up seller.
talked alot, though the trip feel kinda short.
talked all the way, what she says really make sense,
i should not dwell on the past anymore, like seriously.
i have to focus, but come to think of it, it's too late.
gotta start studying, but i just cant leave the computer,
i dont know why, but the computer seriously have some attraction for having me to stuck on it.
currently, really hope that i will get to slack with him again,
really missed the times.

i think that's all people.
tatas.

thanks for the present!(:

2008-09-21T11:29:00.004+08:00

the pictures are out!
first i want to thank all the people that wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
(though i didnt really enjoyed.)
afterall, the person i really want to hear from didnt say it.
dam sad can,
the first minute of 200908 enjoyed like some crazy women.
other then that point of time, i dont feel any happiness,
my eyes talk, can be seen by pictures.

the celebration with family,
went to leisure park to eat sushi,
surprisingly, their official opening date is the same as my birthday!
lolol, the mall that i visit regularly since 1993,
due to renewal, the time between 2005 to 2007 it's closed.
then after it's being renewed, same date as my birthday official opening.(:
ah du and this new singer by2 is there too, lolol.

at night, cut my birthday cake!

(sorry fir the bad photography, my hand was shaking)

my mama&papa!( i know i look freaking weird.) T.T

family portrait, my father looked as if he's gonna kill.
i look like dunno what.

just wanna name,names out,
thanks, ramdan,hacken,weikai,evelyn
for calling specially just to wish, im really happy when i got your call.(:
then for smses,
DAVIS! YINGYING! EVELYN!
PEISI!HONGYING!
ALICIA!RAMDAN!ESTHER!CALVIN!
SARAH!CORINA!GARY!BRIAN!SIEWPING!
in the order of first to last.(: for smses only.)
last, friendster&msn.
sarah,liyi,ahfang&SZEMIN!

i think that's all ba,
the tags, you guys can see.(:
i thanked le.(:
dam sad, not much people remembered.
but im contented, it's way better than last year.(:
that's all.(:
tatas.

wtf, it's your problem with my sister dont pull me in. fuck.

he is in,
have to wait a long period of time,
to actually see him.T.T

2008-09-20T17:40:00.002+08:00

helloooooo!! the pictures promised!,
the count down was freaking fun can, although there's only a few of us.
there are alot more of the pictures, uploading them one shot later!
i want to thanks VANESSA CHAN SOO HAN in special!
she came down to my house just to countdown, and i told her last minute!
thankxzxzxz loadddddddddssssss! loveexzxzxzxzxz you!
i love the present you gave thanks so muchhhh!
LIME GREEN WITH PINK HEART WINGED!

enjoyed the celebration up to now!
it's still not 12 midnight!
im still waiting for wishes!(:
hahhas, love all the people that wished me happy birthday!
especially DAVIS! his words made my day!
i'll leave the thanks later after midnight!
thats all people!
later!

2008-09-19T10:40:00.004+08:00

i've pon-d school, the second time in the week,
i think i better stop. yah, i should stop.
sighs, gonna be 15 in, 13.2 hrs.
siand, i wonder anyone remember,
although i have advance wishes,
THANKS FOR THAT VANESSA&JINGYI!.

i like thinking, i never fail to remember their birthday,
even if we were quarreling ya,
i think i will just let them remember that themselves.(:
later they say i accusing them.
gonna get a real "MEDICAL CERTIFICATE"

yeah!
im really hungry, haven eaten.
im still reading manga you see.
muahaha, yesterday finished this manga,
freaking sweeet, lolol
this guy is rich, handsome, have authority.
like this girl, they were childhood friends,
they were together, then there were lots of conflict,
the girl's younger brother actually like her, and the younger brother isnt related to the girl.
then he's the rich guy's father secret son.( i forgotten the term for it.) XP
then the younger brother wanted the girl, so the 2 brothers actually fought for her,
then the mother of the girl, made a sudden decision to move, with the younger brother tagging along.
then the rich guy, suddenly ignored the girl at that point of time.
(omg, i know you think im getting a bit over)
blah blah, the ending wasn't good after all, but the story was real good, got really excited reading it.(:

erm, think i gonna go to the canteen at noon. ^^
hopefully i'll get some pictures during today's countdown.
hehe,
i hope he'll be out by now,
i hope they'll be alright, no PROBATION OR BOY'S HOME pleasezxzx.
i wish they can share the first minute of 200908 with me later!

yah, blogging later!
hope i wont fall asleep while waiting for midnight,
lovezxzx ya!

i think im falling into it.
i will try not to.(:

2008-09-18T17:45:00.006+08:00

hello people!
today, hmps.
pon-d social studies lesson, mrs lim seems to know.
die le luh! T.T

i feel like changing my url,
this url seems to be a fuss to remember.
will get inspiration soon!(:

i suddenly feel that,
after changing my point of view,
i tend to be more careful at seeing things.
like i can see many of the people that were once around me,
are falling into some, really bad people's words.
taking that the bad people really treat them real,
i think that's the me last time me.(:
i think i shall continue watching, see the bad person
can get how hypocritical,(:

i think that's all.(:
i shall continue reading my manga!(:
love love it so muchh.
anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY TAN YAN WEN!

that's all for today.
SAYONARA!

im wishing that he'll be alright.
when i said 'GOOD LUCK' last night,
i meant it, from the bottom of my heart.(:

2008-09-17T19:45:00.004+08:00

suddenly, im so addicted in reading manga.
the stories are just so dam nice luh,^^
im too obsessed, spending all the computer hours reading them.

nightlife is using most of my time up,
i've spent at least 3 to 5 hours everyday for nightlife.
what the hell, have to spend more time studying,
GAMBATEH!
( actually i barely spend one hour studying)

im getting all the energy to skip school these days,
but im resisting, trying really hard to.
i overslept today, but still went to school.
school life just sucked.
no idea how to explain.(:

after school almost had miss aw confiscating my beloved ipod.
scared me, my ipod's like my soul.
had a peaceful afternoon, brought my doggies to east coast play.
they are just the best thing in my life.

nightlife's gonna start soon.
SAYONARA!

3 more days,
im fifteen,
that's too fast, *crys*
this year it's gonna be a lonely one.

2008-09-13T21:16:00.001+08:00

went to sentosa.(:
played like mad cows.
looked like fugly people.
but kind of regretted the ending,
red faced.
sun burnt. _l_

super sian.
dont feel like putting up pictures.
look freaking ugly.

2008-09-12T00:42:00.001+08:00

im not happy,
not happy at all
it was the feelings of yours that made you think that im lying
it was not the facts, SO PLEASE STICK TO THE FACTS!

2008-09-09T19:31:00.001+08:00

hellooo!!
i've pon-d school today.
reason?
NONE.

when the feeling comes, i just dont go.(:

2008-09-07T17:36:00.001+08:00

sighs,
the last day of the holidays.
sadded!

2008-09-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

it's gonna happen,
suppose to happen.
when we find the reason why,
ONE STEP AT A TIME.

2008-09-01T10:47:00.001+08:00

hello.(:

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!
thanks lots of teachers for everything.
lalalas. :P

2008-08-31T00:36:00.009+08:00

THANKS DAVIS!!!!
you're the true friend that didnt run away.
the listening ear that was always there,
sorry to scare you with the crying.
you're the true friend that didnt run away.
looking forward for monday.
missed you guys sooooo muchh.
yogatah!

NOT TALKING MUCH,
LATER PEOPLE SAY I TALKING ABOUT THEM & BLAH BLAH WILL.
SINCE THEY DONT TRUST THEN SO BE IT.
the heart is dead.

i finally experienced,
the feeling of crying, alone.
crying when thinking, in the night.

2008-08-29T17:14:00.001+08:00

HAHAS,
lame shit, the spammers are here already.
i cant swear to god, cross my heart and hope to die.
that whatever i told you guys is real, it just that.

IT'S TOO UNBELIEVABLE.
I M JUST LUCKY TO SEE,HEAR&EXPERIENCE THE THINGS.

2008-08-28T17:12:00.005+08:00

sighs,
what kind of day is this.
im getting the bad luck. _l_
maybe it's because ytd sten-d with 3 people.
fuck.fuck.fuck.

i have been wrongly accused by teachers.
fuck?
mr seah my brother's teacher say " somebody" tols him that i dont want to teach my brother.
like fuck?
i didnt even say that, fuck.
fucking in bad mood.
fell down today.
i just feel so awful these days.

im really thinking, what did i do.
really wondering.
is it the sushi incident?
if not, what incident?
every time say i tua you.
never think before you guys also everytime pang seh me.
i didnt even say anything.
every time, say want to call me go along.
then in the end, i'll find out that you purposely dont want me to go.
i still remember the time i had a big tiff with ying,
it's also something about pangseh-ing me.
i really dont like the feeling, it felt like im dying soon.
see, friends are freaking important to me,
one, two , three have betrayed me, i cried for them,
and the tears came from the bottom of my heart,
as it really hurt alot, hurt as if a thousand swords piercing through my heart
i know & noticed you have lost trust, started to avoid& starting to hate me,
i really wonder, you once said you will there for me,
now you are causing the pain.
i dont think you will understand the pain, cause you've always had good friends.
just because of FRIENDS, im dying soon.
MAYBE JUMPING DOWN 16TH FLOOR LATER.
EVEN IF I DIED, NO ONE WOULD CRY,
PEOPLE WILL EVEN CELEBRATE, CHEERING.
I KNOW IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE.
I KNOW IT MY SELF DONT TELL ME. IT HURTS.

2008-08-26T19:32:00.002+08:00

hello.
no mood today.
sad huh?
ya, im sad.

FOR CERTAIN REASONS.
going to talk to de souza, counselor tomorrow.
HOPE THAT I WILL FEEL BETTER.

IM TIRED OF LIVING, WHEN IM ONLY 14.

2008-08-25T22:40:00.002+08:00

hello people!
i didnt go school today.
it's beginning to become a habit to not go school.
one simple reason, NO PURPOSE.
maybe can say there's a purpose to study.
but there's simply no motivation,
whatever lah.

night life still carries on.
GAMBATEH!

bye.

2008-08-24T17:19:00.002+08:00

hello people!
rainy day today. T.T
made me feel so emotional.

SORRY YINGYING, COULDNT GO SHESHA WITH YOU!

*strawberry is better than next chill*
lolol.

i wont forget what you told me,
you lied, okay, nvm.
im always left out anyway.
you have never treated me as a true good friend anyway,
i only see you when there's no one else for you.
it's okay if you want to do that, just to let you know.
IM HURT&DISSAPOINTED.

2008-08-23T01:27:00.004+08:00

hellooo people!
i posting at a very late time today too,

school before recess suck like mad!
dont feel like giving muchhh details.
the 訓練のマスター confiscated my phone!
i was reading theメッセージ when he walked pass,
then he was like, suyi you should know what to do.
(pass him the phone)
then was like talking about the Olympics thing.

recess!
first time, recess was good.
talked to Vanessa ヴァネサ.
talked everything out, seems to be okay then.
希望はすべてうまくいく

SKIP,SKIP,SKIP!

after school waited for mr ng,
wanted to get back my phone!
from 12.30 wait until 1.40pm.
then i took back my phone!
sosososo happy can!
MR NG is such a kind soul.
returned me the phone for WEEKENDS ONLY.
monday i will still have to surrender the phone.
BUT IN ALL MR NG WEI YI IS VERY VERY UNDERSTANDING KIND SOUL!

after him returned me my phone,
walked to bus stop talking on the phone with シャオのsheng
then coincidently, saw weikai, hacken,damian,anson&yanrong,
walking out to the bus stop after eating. 0.o
accompanied me walking to the bus stop, i think that made me feel better for the day,

reached home sleep,
until.. 9.45pm.
after that some bad things happened,
dont feel like talking about it,
i cried like some, i dont know what,
but it's okay now.(:
残念なyingying、私は従って強く打たれるべきあなたのために罪がある感じる。

i think that's all.
bye people!

you may try to translate the japanese in the internet, search for it!
懸命の試み! GAMBATEH!

2008-08-21T17:57:00.004+08:00

HELLLLOOOOO PEOPLE!!!!!!!
school is always sucky for me.
EVERYDAY'S THE SAME!
sighhs.
but did listen to lessons!

after school went to meet my BELOVED PAPA&MAMA at novena!
brought me to eat buffeetttttttt!!!!!
ONLY ME WOR! IM GETTING ALL THE PARENTAL LOVE!
I♥YOUPAPAMAMA!!!!

lolol.
just finish complaining on the phone to ying.(:
♥ you too ying!
later ah jean jealous, ♥ you threee!!!

if you wanna think that way so be it.(:
who are you to me? dont predict what's on my mind,
I WILL FEEL SO DISGUSTED.

♥YOU PEOPLE LOADZXZXZXZXZXZ
BYEBYE!
SAYONARA!♥

2008-08-20T20:43:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YINGYING'S PEACHHHHHHYYY!!

I PONED SCHOOL TODAY!
reason?
i dont feel like going and im really sick.
dying of stomach cramp, _l_
i just hate this kind of girl stuff.

i've spent the afternoon with ying just like yesterday.(:
i going to have NIGHT LIFE NOW! smoke!
so, lets see the mood to whether to continue the post!

& the 'CLASSMATE' in the last post
DON'T MISUNDERSTAND!

2008-08-19T19:11:00.001+08:00

fuck.
i hate going to school.
thanks to the classmates.

after school met up with ying for lunch,(:
talked,talked&talked!
i love you ying!

I'VE SCREWED MY MUM'S SOUP.
MOTHER FUCKER SCOLDING ME, _l_

2008-08-19T01:28:00.004+08:00

HELLOOOO PEOPLE!!!
im like updating at a very unhealthy time,
lolol.
school today was like dam informative. T.T
finally once, i understood maths!
HAPPY!
then chemistry lesson, mrs ho rushed through the things,
but i still understood.(:
she rushed 3 formulas straight.
then i was like saying 'mrs ho, IO le' (Information Overload)
that is the term BIO students use(:

skip 3 period content,
social studies lesson, MR THAM DIDNT COME!
then slacked in class.
alson was exceptionally hyper today.
he couldnt stop singing the same song, so he kept repeating.

assembly was finally entertaining!
the play was nice,(:
but the assembly also spoiled my mood,
the people just couldnt sing the school song, cant they?
had to repeat 2 times plus the first go total 3 times.
then i was like rushing for time, then have this kind of crap.

SKIP ALL THE WAY TO "NIGHT LIFE WITH YING"
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met up with YING at 8.30 today,
brought all the thing shown
<----- when we met, actually wanted to study for tomorrow's physic test.( see im hardworking) but in the end i did nothing. ended up cam-whoring, slacking,chatting&S******(CONFIDENTIAL) after they finished the 'dok leng' went down to get. this pink thing!
<----
can see? better cant.

we talked about lots of stuff, i might pon school on wed.
there are plans on that day!
most probably no now, cause i thinking of bio lesson now.
T.T i cant afford to miss any bio lesson!

i think i said toooooo muchhh,
i'll let pictures tell you!(:
BYE PEOPLE!!

the weather sucks!

2008-08-17T18:00:00.016+08:00

helllo people!
there's alot of weird weathers these day. T.T
in the morning rain then afternoon&evening warm like F***?
today's weather is exceptionally warm! T.T
dying of heat!
so people, use less paper,

SAVE THE PLANET! LET THE TEMPERATURE GO DOWN! THINK GREEN!SAVE THOSE POOR POLAR BEARS!

see, the polar bear so poor thing, had to rest on such a small block of ice, if it doesn't rest, it will die.
it have to travel to somewhere real far to get food, they will struggle for survival!
slowly, the polar animals will slowly get endangered, extinction will occur.
after the polar region animals die, by the time, the tress might already got deforested, then slowly the plants dies, then the herbivores, the carnivores &lastly US HUMAN BEING!

so now, as we are still living, we must play our part to save the planet!

GAMBATEHHHH!

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AHHHH!
THE WEATHER IS FREAKY WARM!
I WANNNNNNNNTTTTTT ICEEE-CREAM!

went out to novena with parents just now,
ate at the kopitiam,
then there's this stall's menu says there's MINI BUDDHA JUMP OVER THE WALL. ( fuo tiao qiang)

then father decided to order and try $12.80
when the thing is being served on the table, there' s this yellow colour thing on the sides of the bowl, we dont care at first,
i stirred the soup to see got what ingredients,
the ingredients are not bad.(:
then when we tasted the soup, YUCK!
i almost puke upon drinking that thing, got that kind of plastic taste. oommggg!

then mama dam angry, when to the stall and asked for change, but in the end the thing taste worse.
then we were like whatever, put the bowl back to the counter
and said that the soup sucked like mad. father almost scolded the person.
but for lottery sake he didnt.(:

after that went home.
end of story!
bye people!

2008-08-17T09:49:00.000+08:00

WILL SOMEONE GIVE ME INSPIRATION FOR NEW BLOGSKIN?

2008-08-16T19:09:00.003+08:00

hellooo people!
today, staying at home is freaky
good thing i didnt stay, i went out with parents.
my younger brother&sister stayed home,
something really really scary happened.

one of the fan, above the teevee corner,
started making weird sounds, as if it's gonna break open.
then my dogs started barking fiercely at the fan, it continued for like 30 mins?
then the fan really broke apart, the thing inside the fan(everyone should know what's it, the plastic thing spinning to make wind)
it just cracked, and pieces started flying all over the place.
my dogs just kept barking and barking non-stop.
& it's like out of nothing when this happened, the fan did not have this kind of problem, had been using it for like... 11years?
first time any of the fans in the house happen, and coincidentally it's the lunar 7th month.
im like freaking out.

&baby, i've told you so.

2008-08-14T17:27:00.002+08:00

hellooooo people!
i pon-ed school todayyyyy!
i just dont feel like going to school,
and my knee's swollen!
it still hurts like mad, i cant do any exercise.(:
skipping PE tomorrow!
visiting doc later, i think is ligament inflammation or 'guan jie yan' T.T
(not sure anyhow say de, muahahs.)

then papa&mama has leave, then went to MALAYSIA!
IM SO GONNA GET A NEW PHONE!
bought sososo much stuff, spent 321.65 ringgit on tibits.(:
and some other stuff, 87.99999999 percent is tibits.(:
the cashier was like 'wahhhh' when i pushed the trolley to the counter.(:
headed somewhere else after that, I'VE BOUGHT CIGGSSSSS!!!
(exclusively for yingying&jiejie.) (:
i slept all the way from 3 to 5 after that, untill i reach home.(:
muahhaha, RED CLIFF IS A VERY VERY NICE SHOW!
ok im so random. lolol.

i think that's all.
tatatattatats!

2008-08-13T20:27:00.004+08:00

i sorry but it's gonna be quite a emotional post.

i broke down at school today, thanks to detention of course.
irritating mr V asked me to serve another detention when i already served it today.
papa told me before. NO MORE NONSENSES& DETENTION CLASS FOR YOU, ANYONE HEARD, YOU WILL GET IT AT HOME.
right after mr V told me to serve another detention this came to my mind.
then CRIED.

i slacked at science club today, did nothing but stood there watching,
trying to make my mood better, so sad nothing worked.
father came to fetch but i dont dare to tell him about it,
he is angry, i dont know what is he angry about.

slowly i find out im left out again.
i wanna cry, i've tried so hard to keep the friendship in one piece,
i've tried so hard to actually follow you guys closely, even in different class.
but eventually, i feel that you guys are trying to hide things from me.
it's okay from the start, as i know it's quite hard to tell me, as we dont meet up after school and stuff,
but this time you guys didnt even bother to tell me or ask me,
it's okay le, as what you guys said, i will didnt keep to my word when saying about going out,
you guys will never understand, you guys dont have father like mine.
sighs no point talking about it, what's done cannot be undone.

I'S POINT 'BROTHERS' IN A PICTURE.(:
WILL SHOW LATER IN THE DAY.(:

BYE PEOPLE!

2008-08-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOO!!!!
today's school is like everything went through smoothly,
had a very relaxed mood throughout. (:
lots of smiles are given.(:
good start of a week, hoping everything goes well!!! :D

after school went to PLAZA SING. with;
PEISI.DELIS.JOEY&CHUANWAH!
had 'o ah' mee sua.
then headed to carrefour to buy some stuff,
then went home!
then while waiting of the bus, i saw some weirdo,
i think he didnt mean harm, but i just dont understand what he's trying to tell me.
something to do with some robbing or something, i really cant understand.

went home and go PASARMALAM!!!!
TATATATATS.(:

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2008-08-11T22:21:00.003+08:00

SO THE PROPHECY IS TRUE!

i still remember there was the thai monk that used to keep a look out for the family,
he said some things, i dont believe but now, it came true!

im sick and tired. T.T

lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.

2008-08-10T23:48:00.002+08:00

hellooo people!
i want to go to Beijing Olympics!!
i've been watching from channel 5 telecast,
dam exciting.(:
encouraging everyone to watch.((:
seriously, watched the dive section today,
china's divers really pro can,
the movement very graceful, so they got gold medal.
but seriously, i feel that it's partially fake luh.
cause the other countries also did quite well, so even better than china,
but they still got lower scores. T.T

now watching very exciting one,
china basketball against, Usa.
usa's captain dam confident, say sure win.
let see the results.(:
going to watch!
tatas.((:

2008-08-09T20:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

I LOVE SINGAPORE!
LOLOL, IM A PATRIOT.

2008-08-08T21:15:00.001+08:00

hello hello!
i have no comments for the day.

IM FREAKING TIRED!

2008-08-06T21:34:00.002+08:00

helloo people!!
school was kinda sucky today,
i know almost everyday of school sucks.
chinese and physics lesson still soso,
but when it comes to lesson with everyone in the class,
those lessons sucks.(:
i dont wanna mention any names or whatever.(:

went out on excursion for science club,
learnt lots of things,
THANKS MR. CHEW loadddddddsss.
pictures will be uploaded but not now,
IM SO LAZZYYY.

Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Crying
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me

ah jean's sick, she stucking the straw, to the ball of her tongue stud, eeeyyyeerrr.

BYE!

2008-08-03T19:04:00.005+08:00

TEARS FROM THE RIGHT EYE ARE

REAL TEARS.

2008-08-02T19:16:00.001+08:00

hello people!
went to my primary school, KONG HWA SCHOOL!
to celebrate national day&family day.
met a few primary school friends went around school to refresh our past time memories.
i missed those times a lot.

i've walked passed the pond that i will cry out loud to,
i've walked into the classroom full of laughter and sorrow,
i've walked passed the stairway that i walked for 6 years,
i've walked passed the parade square, i spent my recess playing like crazy,
i've sat on the canteen table and chairs
i've walked into the practice room when i spent my last moments in school to practice for the last performance.
these little things, that i took for granted in the past,
made me feel so small again.

sighs, enjoyed the day though.(:
pictures to share!

after that, went for the mini NDP, at somewhere in the nighbourhood!
the celebration was freaking high!
dam it sucessful!
sang the national day songs, it felt like im still a primary school kid,
but i know time never waits, when time pass, there's no way to turn back.

thats all people
loved ya.

2008-07-31T18:39:00.005+08:00

hello people.
school was bad today,
with some irritants at school.
I HATE TO GO SCHOOL!
like seriously. hate to have anyone at home.
i want to isolate myself a lot!
fuck? why am i feeling this way?
where's the bubbly suyi?
Chao!
GO AWAY!
i dont want you anymore!
i suck in studies, social, etc.
i hate life thanks to you. HAPPY?!

I WONDER,

WHY DID I TRUSTED YOU ANYWAY?

IM HAVING A REAL BAD MOOD SWING HERE. fuck?

i can see that im not smiling as much as i do in the past,
i feel so, DISAPPOINTED IN LIFE.

im having real deep thoughts right now,
everyone is having best friends, buddies, successful friendships
ships that are ready to travel in long long distances,
why? why is my friendships got ship wrecked,
for not even a year?
WHY?
THAT HAPPENS TO ALL OF MY FRIENDSHIP,
I BROKEDOWN, i really did trusted& loved every single of my friend.
i really treat my friends well wholeheartedly,
but people always think that i have ulterior motive.

I'VE GIVEN UP ON HOPE!

DONT EVER ASK ME WHY I LOVE MY DOGS SO MUCH AGAIN.
THE RESON IS THEY KNOW I LOVE THEM,
THEY WONT TAKE MY LOVE FOR GRANTED,
THEY WILL LOVE ME IN RETURN.

2008-07-28T19:14:00.002+08:00

hellooo people!
i didnt go school today.
but i didnt exactly did that, i did reach the gates of the school,
but when i saw that im late, i U-TURNED and went home.
stayed home till. 11plus went off to canteen to help out father's canteen.
then worked, and went home.
had a really simple day. enjoyed it alot.(:
TATAS PEOPLE!
(some pictures to share, i took them when i was at home.)

2008-07-27T19:20:00.004+08:00

hello people!
yesterday, went to watch ge tai. XP
then there's this women standing in front of me,
i didnt notice anything wrong until,
mama say,' EH LOOK AT THAT WOMEN'
suyi,'WHAT THING? NOTHING WHAT."
MAMA,' SEE PROPERLY'
SUYI,' omgggggg.'

i really wonder at that time, SHE CANT FEEL IT MEH?
the strap isnt broken or anything, i also wonder how come will drop out.
she stood in front of me quite long sia, then i asked mama should i tell her,
mama dam bad say, DONT WANT.

okay, skip yesterday!
TODAY!!!
woke up early in the morning to qing shen,
the wear nice nice blah blah.
went to eat at some i dont know restaurant,
it's very well known restaurant, it's just that im too stupid to remember.
everytime i go there must eat this one.

i forget the dish name, but it is freaking nice.
so crispy, then in side the prawn also dam big.(:
the other dish i remember, CUSTARD BUN!
i loveee it. sooo much man.
i ate 4 at one go.(:
very fragrant got that kind of corn smell.
eat until dam freaking fulll.
ending, with pictures.
love ya!

2008-07-25T20:01:00.005+08:00

hellooo people!!!
today at school was kinda okay,
im gonna flung social studies badly.
PE lesson was fun!!
played captain's ball!
was kinda crazy, running all over,snatching the ball.
had a good match((:

skip lesson periods.
after school, went home alone
I FINALLY PACKED MY CLOSET!!
spent 1hr+,
out of the blue the phone rang, YANYI called saying to come my house,
i was like 'oh, okay! im alone at home anyway.'
when i was doing the most unglamorous thing they came, I WAS MOPPING THE FLOOR.
T.T
whatever luh, -.-
then did crazy stuff, papa called went off to eat!!!
they ate with us, actually didnt wanted to but my father insisted that they have to eat.(:
ate alot, i like still very full. xp
had a good day girls! THANKS!
ending with picture!
love ya people!!

2008-07-22T20:44:00.001+08:00

THE WAY TO HAPPINESS IS ALWAYS HARD.
WILL THERE BE A SMOOTH ROAD TO HAPPINESS?
the answer is no.

2008-07-22T19:32:00.002+08:00

hello people!
what can i say about today,
some amusing parts, some parts sucked the big time.

I WAS 3 DAYS STRAIGHT LATE!
WALKED IN CLASS LATE DURING EXAMS 3 DAYS STRAIGHT!
MY NEWWWWWW RECORD!
MUAHAHAHHA.
kena from miss aw today. T.T
i didnt wear my socks in my converse pumps.
then she saw it from second floor, ( scary huh?)
then asked mr ng to talk to me, he didnt even his words,
i ran off to class le.(:

IM SO GONNA FLUNG E.HISTORY!
I DIDNT STUDY FOR THE ESSAY QNS. X.X
SBQ was manageable.(:
but overall i will flung history.

after the common test, went down to DM's office to report to mr ng.
i stood there waiting, quarreled with mr.nethi. irritating de luh, say all kinds of da dao li.
then saw a PHENOMENON 3e3, was punished, OMG. first time in history sia,
they didnt bring their P.E attire, then tbc sent the whole class for DC. except for 5.

got back BIOLOGY TEST PAPER.
i really flunged it, i barely passed. 21.5/40
but already quite contented.(:
also got back PHYSICS PAPER.
it expected to failed, but this time i didnt fail that badly.(:
18.5/40

walked to bus stop alone today. X.X
cause 3e3 got DC no one accompany. T.T
but when i was walking real slowly, (cause i was playing some hand phone game)
someone tapped my head, IT'S MR. GLENN TAN!
he accompanied me walked pass the underpass to mac, then he have to go off for some meeting at MOE.(: thanks mr tan.(:

i think that's all for the day!
i love you people!

2008-07-21T23:43:00.002+08:00

hello people!
my day sucked like wth today.
during lessons sucked,
emaths paper confirm flung.
so much things didnt go well today,
the heavy rain today made me feel worse,
WORSE THAN USUAL.

i wanna thank YANYI!!!
you lend me her umbrella, then i dont need to be drenched.
THANK YOU AH YAN!!! LOVEEE YOU!!!

yanyi made my day better.(:
that's all people!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIVYA!
STAY BUBBLY!!
dont smack my *><

2008-07-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

hello people.
i was feeling quite good at the start of the day with peisi,
coming my house and stuff, studied a little with her,
with moto by my side all the way, so cute huh.
I LOVE MOTO, he's just so sweet.
way better than any man.

had dinner with family and peisi.(:
enjoyed the day overall.(:
thank PEISI for the day,
talk about some stuff, got the load off my heart.(:

that's all people!
loved ya.(:

2008-07-19T20:51:00.003+08:00

hello people,
spent my day quite well with family.(:
watched a wonderful movie,
HELL BOY II
it's a very good movie, recommended(:
had a very good family bonding day,
ALTHOUGH IT IS THE SAME ALMOST EVERYDAY.(:
i'm just too blessed to be such a nice big family.(:

To whoever that is PASSERBY;
i know i have a very nice environment to grow up in having all the care that YOU DO NOT have from a big family, you dont need to jealous, i know im very fortunate to have my sister, my father and all my relativeS to BACK UP me, SO WHAT?! everyone knows that
IT'S BETTER BEING A CHILD THAN AN ADULT, DOING EVERYTHING YOURSELF.
so what if some whatever can take my friendships away, i dont care anymore, friendship that cannot take all kinds of problems, isnt real friendship,LIKE whoever isnt my true friend betrayed me because of popularity, TRUE FRIENDS LIKE YINGYING &VANESSA CHAN, FROM PRIMARY SCHOOL, LASTED FOR 5-8YEARS. WITH ALL SORTS OF PROBLEMS, IT DID NOT PULL US APART.
i only can blame myself for not seeing her properly.

2008-07-15T21:59:00.002+08:00

im not god, stop throwing problems to me.
i will die of stress, im still human.
i will die, i have life.
PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU.

I WANNA CRY OUT AS LOUD AS I CAN,
BUT THE TEARS ARE ALL DRIED UP.

2008-07-13T19:25:00.007+08:00

hellloooo people!!
im so going to blog about human today!(:
blogging about today &yesterday!

yesterday went out with family!
to this antique gallery at leisure park

loads of antiques are exhibited,
most of them looked like those really old stuff,
like those in Chinese ghost movies,

look at this,
those movies always show.
the character's thirsty, walked down the stairs went to kitchen, suddenly music started to sound...
STANDARD STORY LINE,
or this,

a make up table or something,
the table is haunted, some rich people accidentally bought it, then loved it so much, but there's stuff in the drawers, slowly the things will come out of the drawers,
& kills the people.
LOL, same one stories are always used.(:
& this one.

the toy is being throw away by people, then this kid came by it, brought it home. parents doesnt like the toy, ask the kid to throw it away, kid refused, then the toy angry with the parents. when night falls, the toy starts to kill....
omgg, im starting all those scary stories.
okay, STOPPPP, IM GETTING ALL THE CREEPS.

lets guess smthg,
what's the thing beside my reflection?

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GUESSED IT?
TAG TO ANSWER.(:

after view the antiques,
went to this toy shop.
saw this lying in the shelf.

DAMMM CUTE ISNT IT?

RETARDED ME.

THE SAD THING IS... it's pa jiao one.

then after that, went walk walk,
mummy bought a bag,

i liked it, so i wore it all around
leaving mummy with her 3 weeks old m)phosis bag.
skip, skip, skip

met up with yingying and friends at night,
she bought a new hamster! dam cute can,
i also want one, but cant, if i get a hamster
my house will be officially pronounced a animal park.
fish, tortoise , dogs. last time still got cat,
so if got hamster, it quite scary.
& my neighbor has birds as pet.
last night stayed at yingying's house for so long sia,
almost slept there, but still went home(:

TODAY,
i was out the whole day,
bought another bag, cause mother kao bei say i keep taking her bag,
so papa bought another one, different colour one for me(:

see.(:
nothing much to post for today,
that's all folks.
before ending,
some of yesterday's pictures.(:

bye people!
loved ya.(:

&sorry that , there's so much problems this few days.
i feel sorry to myself, as i thought there's finally peace,
just because im irritated, i said somethings that offended you,
i can say im sorry, that's all i can do, i didnt say any stealing of friends stuff.
i dont want problem.(:
PEACE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR GLENN TAN & DYLAN TAN!
I HAVE NOTHING MUCH TO WISH, JUST SAYING ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING!(:

2008-07-13T01:50:00.001+08:00

STOP BEING PARANOID.
THE PERSON THAT I DISLIKE IS NOT THE ONE NAME STARTING WITH
"K"