today was full of emotions.
worried, angry, sorrow, pain, surprised & happy.
in the moring to school,
walked with siewping, then as we walked up to put our bags in th classroom,
miss aw appeared out of no where, screamed at us to run to the parade square.
i ran, siewping too, behind me. i reached the ground floor, i waited for her,
& heard, "BOOM" she fell down. sprained her leg
she cried like immediately.
im dam scared luh. then it's like so dam surprised and all.
gellene helped, brought her to the foyer.
so many teachers were concern of her luh.
teacher asked me to get a bag of ice to put on her swelling feet.
i pei her for like 30mins, then miss aw chased me away , back to the class.
i feel so guilty for leaving her alone. T.T
nthg happened untill after recess...
i went for counselling which i desprately needs it.
i asked her for help and told her everything.
my eyes were all watery and broke down.
i pryed open my own wounds, and it's bleeding.
the people, slashed a huge cut in my heart.
i told her everything, even though it's starting to heal& i pryed it open again.
i feel like i put a huge weight in my heart down, it felt like relieved?
but i haven finish telling her everything.
she had another appointment, i left but was still crying while walking back to class.
it was during bio lesson when i go back, everyone was like so dam shocked.
all of them said that i look pale and all, and it was obvious i cried hard.
i didnt want them to know at that time.
skip, skip,skip
after school was suppose to meet my cousin, but he suddenly say craps & ran off.
the made my mood worst than ever.
i was giving the kind of face like everyone in the world owes me.
i went to look for yy&hy.
accompanied them to ps for lunch, then after that.
i totally wasnt in the mood to go for cca.
so went for a walk with them, i didnt talk much.
but slowly, i feel that there's still people who cares for me,
my mood got better, but it still wasnt the normal me.
talked & joked a little, went to see some real branded stuff.
then sat at mac, to chat.
after that went home by bus.
the bus was very cramped, but still managed it.
on the way, came across to this accident,
a bus knocked in to a cyclist.
the glass planes to the bus cracked and all.
the tracffic jamed, as it was in the middle of the road at SMU.
dam scary, didnt managed to take any pictures, i missed it.
it took 45 minute to reach home, normally in would take only 20 mins.
that's all people.
iloveyou.
Labels: wounds takes time to heal.
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