hello people. school was bad today, with some irritants at school. I HATE TO GO SCHOOL! like seriously. hate to have anyone at home. i want to isolate myself a lot! fuck? why am i feeling this way? where's the bubbly suyi? Chao! GO AWAY! i dont want you anymore! i suck in studies, social, etc. i hate life thanks to you. HAPPY?!
I WONDER,
WHY DID I TRUSTED YOU ANYWAY?
IM HAVING A REAL BAD MOOD SWING HERE. fuck?
i can see that im not smiling as much as i do in the past, i feel so, DISAPPOINTED IN LIFE.
im having real deep thoughts right now, everyone is having best friends, buddies, successful friendships ships that are ready to travel in long long distances, why? why is my friendships got ship wrecked, for not even a year? WHY? THAT HAPPENS TO ALL OF MY FRIENDSHIP, I BROKEDOWN, i really did trusted& loved every single of my friend. i really treat my friends well wholeheartedly, but people always think that i have ulterior motive.
I'VE GIVEN UP ON HOPE!
DONT EVER ASK ME WHY I LOVE MY DOGS SO MUCH AGAIN. THE RESON IS THEY KNOW I LOVE THEM, THEY WONT TAKE MY LOVE FOR GRANTED, THEY WILL LOVE ME IN RETURN.
6:39 PM
Monday, July 28, 2008
hellooo people! i didnt go school today. but i didnt exactly did that, i did reach the gates of the school, but when i saw that im late, i U-TURNED and went home. stayed home till. 11plus went off to canteen to help out father's canteen. then worked, and went home. had a really simple day. enjoyed it alot.(: TATAS PEOPLE! (some pictures to share, i took them when i was at home.)
hello people! yesterday, went to watch ge tai. XP then there's this women standing in front of me, i didnt notice anything wrong until, mama say,' EH LOOK AT THAT WOMEN' suyi,'WHAT THING? NOTHING WHAT." MAMA,' SEE PROPERLY' SUYI,' omgggggg.' i really wonder at that time, SHE CANT FEEL IT MEH? the strap isnt broken or anything, i also wonder how come will drop out. she stood in front of me quite long sia, then i asked mama should i tell her, mama dam bad say, DONT WANT.
okay, skip yesterday! TODAY!!! woke up early in the morning to qing shen, the wear nice nice blah blah. went to eat at some i dont know restaurant, it's very well known restaurant, it's just that im too stupid to remember. everytime i go there must eat this one. i forget the dish name, but it is freaking nice. so crispy, then in side the prawn also dam big.(: the other dish i remember, CUSTARD BUN! i loveee it. sooo much man. i ate 4 at one go.(: very fragrant got that kind of corn smell. eat until dam freaking fulll. ending, with pictures. love ya!
7:20 PM
Friday, July 25, 2008
hellooo people!!! today at school was kinda okay, im gonna flung social studies badly. PE lesson was fun!! played captain's ball! was kinda crazy, running all over,snatching the ball. had a good match((:
skip lesson periods. after school, went home alone I FINALLY PACKED MY CLOSET!! spent 1hr+, out of the blue the phone rang, YANYI called saying to come my house, i was like 'oh, okay! im alone at home anyway.' when i was doing the most unglamorous thing they came, I WAS MOPPING THE FLOOR. T.T whatever luh, -.- then did crazy stuff, papa called went off to eat!!! they ate with us, actually didnt wanted to but my father insisted that they have to eat.(: ate alot, i like still very full. xp had a good day girls! THANKS! ending with picture! love ya people!!
THE WAY TO HAPPINESS IS ALWAYS HARD. WILL THERE BE A SMOOTH ROAD TO HAPPINESS? the answer is no.
8:44 PM
hello people! what can i say about today, some amusing parts, some parts sucked the big time.
I WAS 3 DAYS STRAIGHT LATE! WALKED IN CLASS LATE DURING EXAMS 3 DAYS STRAIGHT! MY NEWWWWWW RECORD! MUAHAHAHHA. kena from miss aw today. T.T i didnt wear my socks in my converse pumps. then she saw it from second floor, ( scary huh?) then asked mr ng to talk to me, he didnt even his words, i ran off to class le.(:
IM SO GONNA FLUNG E.HISTORY! I DIDNT STUDY FOR THE ESSAY QNS. X.X SBQ was manageable.(: but overall i will flung history.
after the common test, went down to DM's office to report to mr ng. i stood there waiting, quarreled with mr.nethi. irritating de luh, say all kinds of da dao li. then saw a PHENOMENON 3e3, was punished, OMG. first time in history sia, they didnt bring their P.E attire, then tbc sent the whole class for DC. except for 5.
got back BIOLOGY TEST PAPER. i really flunged it, i barely passed. 21.5/40 but already quite contented.(: also got back PHYSICS PAPER. it expected to failed, but this time i didnt fail that badly.(: 18.5/40
walked to bus stop alone today. X.X cause 3e3 got DC no one accompany. T.T but when i was walking real slowly, (cause i was playing some hand phone game) someone tapped my head, IT'S MR. GLENN TAN! he accompanied me walked pass the underpass to mac, then he have to go off for some meeting at MOE.(: thanks mr tan.(:
i think that's all for the day! i love you people!
hello people! my day sucked like wth today. during lessons sucked, emaths paper confirm flung. so much things didnt go well today, the heavy rain today made me feel worse, WORSE THAN USUAL.
i wanna thank YANYI!!! you lend me her umbrella, then i dont need to be drenched. THANK YOU AH YAN!!! LOVEEE YOU!!!
yanyi made my day better.(: that's all people!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIVYA! STAY BUBBLY!! dont smack my *><
11:43 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
hello people. i was feeling quite good at the start of the day with peisi, coming my house and stuff, studied a little with her, with moto by my side all the way, so cute huh. I LOVE MOTO, he's just so sweet. way better than any man.
had dinner with family and peisi.(: enjoyed the day overall.(: thank PEISI for the day, talk about some stuff, got the load off my heart.(:
hello people, spent my day quite well with family.(: watched a wonderful movie, HELL BOY II it's a very good movie, recommended(: had a very good family bonding day, ALTHOUGH IT IS THE SAME ALMOST EVERYDAY.(: i'm just too blessed to be such a nice big family.(:
To whoever that is PASSERBY; i know i have a very nice environment to grow up in having all the care that YOU DO NOT have from a big family, you dont need to jealous, i know im very fortunate to have my sister, my father and all my relativeS to BACK UP me, SO WHAT?! everyone knows that IT'S BETTER BEING A CHILD THAN AN ADULT, DOING EVERYTHING YOURSELF. so what if some whatever can take my friendships away, i dont care anymore, friendship that cannot take all kinds of problems, isnt real friendship,LIKE whoever isnt my true friend betrayed me because of popularity, TRUE FRIENDS LIKE YINGYING &VANESSA CHAN, FROM PRIMARY SCHOOL, LASTED FOR 5-8YEARS. WITH ALL SORTS OF PROBLEMS, IT DID NOT PULL US APART. i only can blame myself for not seeing her properly.
hellloooo people!! im so going to blog about human today!(: blogging about today &yesterday!
yesterday went out with family! to this antique gallery at leisure park loads of antiques are exhibited, most of them looked like those really old stuff, like those in Chinese ghost movies, look at this, those movies always show. the character's thirsty, walked down the stairswent to kitchen, suddenly music started to sound... STANDARD STORY LINE, or this, a make up table or something, the table is haunted, some rich people accidentally bought it,then loved it so much, but there's stuff in the drawers,slowly the things will come out of the drawers, & kills the people. LOL, same one stories are always used.(: & this one. the toy is being throw away by people, then this kid came by it, brought it home.parents doesnt like the toy, ask the kid to throw it away,kid refused, then the toy angry with the parents.when night falls, the toy starts to kill.... omgg, im starting all those scary stories. okay, STOPPPP, IM GETTING ALL THE CREEPS.
lets guess smthg, what's the thing beside my reflection? - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - GUESSED IT? TAG TO ANSWER.(:
after view the antiques, went to this toy shop. saw this lying in the shelf. DAMMM CUTE ISNT IT? RETARDED ME. THE SAD THING IS... it's pa jiao one.
then after that, went walk walk, mummy bought a bag, i liked it, so i wore it all around leaving mummy with her 3 weeks old m)phosis bag. skip, skip, skip
met up with yingying and friends at night, she bought a new hamster! dam cute can, i also want one, but cant, if i get a hamster my house will be officially pronounced a animal park. fish, tortoise , dogs. last time still got cat, so if got hamster, it quite scary. & my neighbor has birds as pet. last night stayed at yingying's house for so long sia, almost slept there, but still went home(:
TODAY, i was out the whole day, bought another bag, cause mother kao bei say i keep taking her bag, so papa bought another one, different colour one for me(: see.(: nothing much to post for today, that's all folks. before ending, some of yesterday's pictures.(:
bye people! loved ya.(:
&sorry that , there's so much problems this few days. i feel sorry to myself, as i thought there's finally peace, just because im irritated, i said somethings that offended you, i can say im sorry, that's all i can do, i didnt say any stealing of friends stuff. i dont want problem.(: PEACE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR GLENN TAN & DYLAN TAN! I HAVE NOTHING MUCH TO WISH, JUST SAYING ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING!(:
STOP BEING PARANOID. THE PERSON THAT I DISLIKE IS NOT THE ONE NAME STARTING WITH "K"
1:50 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008
HELLOOO PEOPLEEEE!! im late again for school today. ahhh, i seriously have to KICK THE HABIT. omg, omg i freakingly happy, my maths finally once passed!!! i got 14/15 surprised test!!! superb happpppyyyyyyy!!!!! skip school part.
went to have lunch with siewping,chunhei&Suzanna had a quick one, reached home at 1.50pm first time so early. then slept, when i woke up, i did house work vacuming the room, my dogs did this. dogs.vs. vaccum cleaner WATCH IT!
the one on the bed is MOTO, the one at the door is LUCKY. sorry the video quality is quite bad thanks to my younger sis, she took the video. ENJOY!
the secrets at home will be shown later, father's at home cant take the thing out!(:
&i want to say sorry to girlfriend, i tua you today, im so sorry, I PROMISE YOU I WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN! dont angry okay? loved you(:
HELLOOOO PEOPLE!! today generally,im LATE AGAIN. reached school at7.31am wasted 8bucks taking cab! !$@$#@#%^&
then went back to class, & im quite satisfied with my work today(: finally once, understood mrs lim's teaching!!! today was quite a simple day.(: until english lesson. i really feel very bad for her. first time seeing her screaming at her top of her lungs. really felt very bad, although i didnt manage to finish the work. cause i missed quite a few lessons.(:
when i reached home after school. after the necessary, BOOM! on the bed fast asleep. :D
just a few minutes earlier, there's this COCKROACH WAR between my babies. LUCKY&MOTO the cockroach came out of no where, both of them started chasing the cockroach around, i was like screaming all over the place, after a war of 20mins, lucky checked whether is it living. moto came to kaypo lucky still checking... DECLARED DEAD! picture of VICTORY! stupid moto, keep moving, lucky pekchek then walked away. SOLO VICTORY PICTURE! MUAHHAHAHH. I LOVE THEM SOSOSOSOSO MUCH MAN.
i'll show you guys a very special antique, on tomorrow's post, i found it while looking around my father's secret hiding place. XD
hellooooo people!!! it's kind of a good day for me.(: TODAY.
this morning, it was raining cats and dogs. but i still went to school, DRENCHED. when i walk into the class, everyone was like. aiyo, suyi ah so wet arh, then people starting to pass me tissue paper to dry myself. thanks to seri, royston& esther.(:
lessons seems to be fine. skipped bio lesson today, got secret meeting with someone. spent 2+ hrs talking and talking. then went out with chuanwah & people to do their english project, I LOVE PASTAMANIA'S miso mushroom!! highly recommended.(: then went back school for SCIENCE CLUB! enjoyed the session alot, left at 5pm, only attended for 1 hr then MRS TAN let us go!! ilovvveeeeeher muchhh.
after SCIENCE CLUB, went to mac slack with yonghan,choonheng,chuanwah& angie. enjoyed alot, jokes were shared and everything. & found out smthg, yonghan's thinking veryA. understand? i left early, thanks to father's call. see i so good girl, papa call then i go home le.(:
seriously, i feel soooooo gulity now, i had heavy supper.. ahhhhhh!!!! FATTTENNNIINNNNGGGG!!!!!!! JIU MING AH!!! HELP!!! in the day tried to move more to lose weight, but at night had heavy supper, thanks to mother, cookedd ullltrrra delicious foooodd. irritating, purposely one. she her self also couldnt resist he food. lololol.
MISSOOOOO MUSHROOMMMM!!!<3
ENDING WITH MY RETARDED FACE. HAHAHS. LOVEYOU PEOPLE. STAY TUNEDDD.(:
HELLOOOO PEOPLE!!! i didnt go school today, cause, i slept till 10.3oam then woke up, so sian, wanted to walk in during recess, but my plan didnt succeed, DAM SAD. heard that the class changed seating arrangement le. quite excited to know how is it like,(: pictures to share.(:
TAKEN ON YING'S BIRTHDAY.(:
taken today morning, my baby, accompanied me the whole morning sleeping beside the computer.(: I LOVE LUCKY & MOTO. nothing can replace them man, seriously, now using the com, Lucky's still beside me. & i seriously have a kind of illness, i have totally no sense of security at school, i have a total obsession of staying home with my babies, i have totally no mood to study, i have totally lost my interest for studies. whatever it is, I HATE SCHOOL. I LOVE STAYING AT HOME, im mastering the skill of not letting father know that i pon-d school.(: went out to eat at aljunied area, after papa came home, smthg very coincident happened, i was just viewing my friend's profile yesterday, left a comment say,'let's meet up someday, missed you.(:' then i saw him just today at aljunied, he just came out of no where, so coincident huh, P.S( he's my ex-crush) lolol.
these days, i so in to the self obsession thing, i just cleared the 1000+ pictures in my phone to the com, then i took 100+ of my picture with 4 hrs. T.T scary huh?? sharing some of my 'self- obsession.'(: i think that's all for today, i love you all.(: bye people.(:
7:24 PM
Monday, July 7, 2008
HELLO PEOPLE AGAIN! here it goes.(: Saturday went out to do some holiday hmk. early in the morning peisi wake me up.T.T then christine and her came to my house. slacked a while headed to plaza sing. cam whored and stuff there, they went home first, left me there waiting for esther and chunhei to the hmk. esther came, then we called the MR. DUAPAI. he's still at home when we called him, when i heard that feel freaking pekchek. tamade, make me wait. then gave all sorts of excuses, in the end went to eat at bendemeer mall. PISSED OFF LUH. pictures people.(:
will randomly update later.(: freaking happy with my computer!!!
iloveyou!! BYE PEOPLE.
7:23 PM
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