#DAY 33

SIMOSY'S OUT TODAY!
yeeaaaa!
best is no more "yi pian lan xin"

wtf, is wrong with you?
im fucking pissed.






9:34 PM

#DAY 32

sighs,
thanks to sister's mum's phone call,
we cant meet as often as we used to,
father's pissed, i also dont know why.
cause i really dont know what she said,
and papa says that what she said "bo zi-an lat"
sighhhhs, i feel that dice really bt liao.
it's only 32 days since simosy&jon left.
sister also "bo zi-an lat"
ccb lahh, wth is wrong.
communication error bah.
all of them just fling here and there.
just not in one anymore.
sister, just hides everything from me,
she's afraid that i'll be angry.
yea, angry.
whatever you do just earns to get me angry.
sighs, say until my mouth dry.



4:50 PM

DAY THIRTY-ONE
im still counting, till the 365th day

hello people!
i didnt blog for sometime it because im busy.
WATCHING THIS.


LOVVEEEE IT SO MUCH CAN.
waiting for the esp to be completed.^^

everything seems to be going wrong.
dam those bitches.

12:24 PM

DAY TWENTY-EIGHT

wtf, you are doing the same fucking thing again.
you want to continue, go ahead.
whoever bully you, whatever happen dont tell me.
freaking du lan, ccb.
all you do is lie. nbccb.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS SIA SUAY?
CHEEBYE.

11:26 PM

Saturday met up with BRANDON!
hehe, soo cute.
slacked the whole day out.
had. fun.
&& that's all.^^

11:09 PM

the whole thing is repeating.
cb, fucking sia suay.
everyone around is happily timing their main boyfriends.
fucking bo xim.
so what if my thinking is very old,
it's better that way, i can put myself in a very safe place.
better than you people having the risk of being raped.
& it is the way you act that make people think it's okay.

mother's are suppose to stay at home to be a housewife,
and not going around acting like a 17 years old.
having a husband is to be tiong xim to him,
so what if he isn't, if you say that he's wrong,
then why follow what he's doing, CB.

7:11 PM

wtf, irritating retards.
i hate them lah, cheebye.
it's you in the wrong first.
humji sia, dare go tell daddy what you do lah.

4:29 PM

11:54 PM

12:13 AM

sighs,
having some sort of serious,
bad intuition.

9:05 PM

2:51 AM

12:31 PM

ran away from home in the morning,
to not see father. just reached home,
missing baby like crazy.
sighs, he's not there to buy food for me.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhs.
AKU SIBEI HUNGRY.

GOOOODDDD NEWWWSSSS EHHHHHH!!~
BABY'S GONNA BE OUT ON 15 NOV!!!!!~~~
MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHS.
freaking happppppyyyyyyy nooooowwwwwww!!!!
nine more dayyyyyssss! hehhehehehehehhehe.

2:56 PM

day nine.

i've fought sparring with father,
lost like fuck.
blue blacks all over.
ccb.

11:57 PM

day eight.

sighs fuck lah, cb.
quarreled with my fucking unreasonable father.
ccb, wtf is wrong with him seh. cb
he want to get things done, what has it gonna do with me.

5:39 PM

DAY SEVVENNN.
somethings are going very suspiciously.
Jon's case is being confirmed correct.
but simosy's, very fishy.

11:32 PM

DAYYY SIXXX.
still miss them.

went out with D.I.C.E sisters today.
had my helix piercing,(:
dint hurt as much as expected. ^^
sighs.
no mood.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVELYN,(:

12:24 AM

DAY FIVE!
16 more days to baby's first home leave.
i'll wait & wait & wait.
miss them lahhhhhh! fuck.

i dont want to say much, currently in bad mood.
i dont know why, the morning rain seems to stir up the rage in me.
when he wasnt in there, in this kind of weather, he will always morning call me.
then he'll bring breakfast for me, then will accompany me the whole day till his probation.
wtf, i miss him lahhhhh.
his other accomplice friends only got 18months probation and light sentences,
but he?
so heavy sentence can, so what if there's 3 cases for him, only 2 case is being sentenced.
the last case in still not close, then then sentence still so fucking heavy. nabei .
during his probation period he alr obey everything accordingly,
why, the sentence still so heavy?
wth.

SIGHHHHHHSSSSS.

9:11 AM