i quarreled with father!!
i longed to do that luh, that idiot.
i reached home late, then he was fucking pissed off.
then actually he was at his KB house, then rushed home to threaten me about,
scolding my friends off& make me dont have any friends.
then i was like giving him that kind of i dont give a dam face to him luh.
i feel that im already numb to all his scoldings and everything luh,
his threatenings, his way of scolding.
he is just trying to insult me and everything, and this time i dont feel insulted at all.
cause im numb about it le, then he was like saying he haven die yet.
i totally dont give a dam luh.
like so totally.
i dont even wanna talk to him, everything i just dont wanna talk to him.
feel like telling the counselor to tell him everything.
feel like going to my uncle's place to stay, he give much better care.
he will do everything the best for me, every single thing he'll let me do the modern way.
he pay my expenses, my pocket money will be 10times better.
i'll get more love,attention,clothes,freedom& friends.
i'll get less beating, scolding,insulting,noise,domination&responsibility.
i dont care whatever father's going to say or do to me.
i dont care whether im going to leave my siblings&dogs.
i just wanna get away from this freaking house.
my family environment is just not good for me now.
im so not concentrated in my work, im just so distracted.
i dont care if i went to my uncle's place i wouldnt have the chance to go oversea often,
but at least i will get what i need the most, FREEDOM.
omgg, this time im freaking calm can.
i really agree to what my friend say can,
'your father alrdy has a another family outside, why for control you so much?'
i so totally agree luh.
he is just wasting he effort, he dont have my respect already,
i've lost the respect i had in him long ago.
im disappointed too many times.
he's just a freaking bastard.
*sighs*
i have nthg to say about him any more.
sorry the i bored you people with so many words.
the pictures, are at YANYI's blog, my comp just cant upload any pictures to blogger.T.T
that's all people.
love ya.(:
Labels: so i got it wrong all along.
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