school was bad today,
with some irritants at school.
I HATE TO GO SCHOOL!
like seriously. hate to have anyone at home.
i want to isolate myself a lot!
fuck? why am i feeling this way?
where's the bubbly suyi?
Chao!
GO AWAY!
i dont want you anymore!
i suck in studies, social, etc.
i hate life thanks to you. HAPPY?!
I WONDER,
WHY DID I TRUSTED YOU ANYWAY?
IM HAVING A REAL BAD MOOD SWING HERE. fuck?
i can see that im not smiling as much as i do in the past,
i feel so, DISAPPOINTED IN LIFE.
im having real deep thoughts right now,
everyone is having best friends, buddies, successful friendships
ships that are ready to travel in long long distances,
why? why is my friendships got ship wrecked,
for not even a year?
WHY?
THAT HAPPENS TO ALL OF MY FRIENDSHIP,
I BROKEDOWN, i really did trusted& loved every single of my friend.
i really treat my friends well wholeheartedly,
but people always think that i have ulterior motive.
I'VE GIVEN UP ON HOPE!
DONT EVER ASK ME WHY I LOVE MY DOGS SO MUCH AGAIN.
THE RESON IS THEY KNOW I LOVE THEM,
THEY WONT TAKE MY LOVE FOR GRANTED,
THEY WILL LOVE ME IN RETURN.
6:39 PM
