THANKS DAVIS!!!!
you're the true friend that didnt run away.
the listening ear that was always there,
sorry to scare you with the crying.
you're the true friend that didnt run away.
looking forward for monday.
missed you guys sooooo muchh.
yogatah!

NOT TALKING MUCH,
LATER PEOPLE SAY I TALKING ABOUT THEM & BLAH BLAH WILL.
SINCE THEY DONT TRUST THEN SO BE IT.
the heart is dead.

i finally experienced,
the feeling of crying, alone.
crying when thinking, in the night.

Labels: im learning to forget.

12:36 AM

HAHAS,
lame shit, the spammers are here already.
i cant swear to god, cross my heart and hope to die.
that whatever i told you guys is real, it just that.

IT'S TOO UNBELIEVABLE.
I M JUST LUCKY TO SEE,HEAR&EXPERIENCE THE THINGS.

5:14 PM

sighs,
what kind of day is this.
im getting the bad luck. _l_
maybe it's because ytd sten-d with 3 people.
fuck.fuck.fuck.

i have been wrongly accused by teachers.
fuck?
mr seah my brother's teacher say " somebody" tols him that i dont want to teach my brother.
like fuck?
i didnt even say that, fuck.
fucking in bad mood.
fell down today.
i just feel so awful these days.

Labels: if i died. hope you are happier

5:12 PM

hello.
no mood today.
sad huh?
ya, im sad.



FOR CERTAIN REASONS.
going to talk to de souza, counselor tomorrow.
HOPE THAT I WILL FEEL BETTER.

IM TIRED OF LIVING, WHEN IM ONLY 14.

Labels: sad.

7:32 PM

hello people!
i didnt go school today.
it's beginning to become a habit to not go school.
one simple reason, NO PURPOSE.
maybe can say there's a purpose to study.
but there's simply no motivation,
whatever lah.

night life still carries on.
GAMBATEH!

bye.

10:40 PM

hello people!
rainy day today. T.T
made me feel so emotional.

SORRY YINGYING, COULDNT GO SHESHA WITH YOU!

*strawberry is better than next chill*
lolol.

i wont forget what you told me,
you lied, okay, nvm.
im always left out anyway.
you have never treated me as a true good friend anyway,
i only see you when there's no one else for you.
it's okay if you want to do that, just to let you know.
IM HURT&DISSAPOINTED.

5:19 PM

hellooo people!
i posting at a very late time today too,

school before recess suck like mad!
dont feel like giving muchhh details.
the 訓練のマスター confiscated my phone!
i was reading theメッセージ when he walked pass,
then he was like, suyi you should know what to do.
(pass him the phone)
then was like talking about the Olympics thing.

recess!
first time, recess was good.
talked to Vanessa ヴァネサ.
talked everything out, seems to be okay then.
希望はすべてうまくいく

SKIP,SKIP,SKIP!

after school waited for mr ng,
wanted to get back my phone!
from 12.30 wait until 1.40pm.
then i took back my phone!
sosososo happy can!
MR NG is such a kind soul.
returned me the phone for WEEKENDS ONLY.
monday i will still have to surrender the phone.
BUT IN ALL MR NG WEI YI IS VERY VERY UNDERSTANDING KIND SOUL!

after him returned me my phone,
walked to bus stop talking on the phone with シャオのsheng
then coincidently, saw weikai, hacken,damian,anson&yanrong,
walking out to the bus stop after eating. 0.o
accompanied me walking to the bus stop, i think that made me feel better for the day,



reached home sleep,
until.. 9.45pm.
after that some bad things happened,
dont feel like talking about it,
i cried like some, i dont know what,
but it's okay now.(:
残念なyingying、私は従って強く打たれるべきあなたのために罪がある感じる。

i think that's all.
bye people!

you may try to translate the japanese in the internet, search for it!
懸命の試み! GAMBATEH!

Labels: とてもIつは彼女を嫌っている

1:27 AM

HELLLLOOOOO PEOPLE!!!!!!!
school is always sucky for me.
EVERYDAY'S THE SAME!
sighhs.
but did listen to lessons!

after school went to meet my BELOVED PAPA&MAMA at novena!
brought me to eat buffeetttttttt!!!!!
ONLY ME WOR! IM GETTING ALL THE PARENTAL LOVE!
I♥YOUPAPAMAMA!!!!

lolol.
just finish complaining on the phone to ying.(:
♥ you too ying!
later ah jean jealous, ♥ you threee!!!

if you wanna think that way so be it.(:
who are you to me? dont predict what's on my mind,
I WILL FEEL SO DISGUSTED.

5:57 PM

Labels: PAPA IS JEALOUS

8:43 PM

fuck.
i hate going to school.
thanks to the classmates.


after school met up with ying for lunch,(:
talked,talked&talked!
i love you ying!

I'VE SCREWED MY MUM'S SOUP.
MOTHER FUCKER SCOLDING ME, _l_

Labels: PAPA IS JEALOUS

7:11 PM

HELLOOOO PEOPLE!!!
im like updating at a very unhealthy time,
lolol.
school today was like dam informative. T.T
finally once, i understood maths!
HAPPY!
then chemistry lesson, mrs ho rushed through the things,
but i still understood.(:
she rushed 3 formulas straight.
then i was like saying 'mrs ho, IO le' (Information Overload)
that is the term BIO students use(:

skip 3 period content,
social studies lesson, MR THAM DIDNT COME!
then slacked in class.
alson was exceptionally hyper today.
he couldnt stop singing the same song, so he kept repeating.

assembly was finally entertaining!
the play was nice,(:
but the assembly also spoiled my mood,
the people just couldnt sing the school song, cant they?
had to repeat 2 times plus the first go total 3 times.
then i was like rushing for time, then have this kind of crap.

SKIP ALL THE WAY TO "NIGHT LIFE WITH YING"
___________________________________________________________________

met up with YING at 8.30 today,
brought all the thing shown
<----- when we met, actually wanted to study for tomorrow's physic test.( see im hardworking) but in the end i did nothing. ended up cam-whoring, slacking,chatting&S******(CONFIDENTIAL) after they finished the 'dok leng' went down to get. this pink thing!
<----
can see? better cant.

we talked about lots of stuff, i might pon school on wed.
there are plans on that day!
most probably no now, cause i thinking of bio lesson now.
T.T i cant afford to miss any bio lesson!


i think i said toooooo muchhh,
i'll let pictures tell you!(:
BYE PEOPLE!!





1:28 AM

helllo people!
there's alot of weird weathers these day. T.T
in the morning rain then afternoon&evening warm like F***?
today's weather is exceptionally warm! T.T
dying of heat!
so people, use less paper,

SAVE THE PLANET! LET THE TEMPERATURE GO DOWN! THINK GREEN!SAVE THOSE POOR POLAR BEARS!


see, the polar bear so poor thing, had to rest on such a small block of ice, if it doesn't rest, it will die.
it have to travel to somewhere real far to get food, they will struggle for survival!
slowly, the polar animals will slowly get endangered, extinction will occur.
after the polar region animals die, by the time, the tress might already got deforested, then slowly the plants dies, then the herbivores, the carnivores &lastly US HUMAN BEING!


GAMBATEHHHH!



___________________________________________________________________________


AHHHH!
THE WEATHER IS FREAKY WARM!
I WANNNNNNNNTTTTTT ICEEE-CREAM!

went out to novena with parents just now,
ate at the kopitiam,
then there's this stall's menu says there's MINI BUDDHA JUMP OVER THE WALL. ( fuo tiao qiang)

then father decided to order and try $12.80
when the thing is being served on the table, there' s this yellow colour thing on the sides of the bowl, we dont care at first,
i stirred the soup to see got what ingredients,
the ingredients are not bad.(:
then when we tasted the soup, YUCK!
i almost puke upon drinking that thing, got that kind of plastic taste. oommggg!

Labels: winky dinky dooo

6:00 PM

WILL SOMEONE GIVE ME INSPIRATION FOR NEW BLOGSKIN?



9:49 AM

hellooo people!
today, staying at home is freaky
good thing i didnt stay, i went out with parents.
my younger brother&sister stayed home,
something really really scary happened.

one of the fan, above the teevee corner,
started making weird sounds, as if it's gonna break open.
then my dogs started barking fiercely at the fan, it continued for like 30 mins?
then the fan really broke apart, the thing inside the fan(everyone should know what's it, the plastic thing spinning to make wind)
it just cracked, and pieces started flying all over the place.
my dogs just kept barking and barking non-stop.
& it's like out of nothing when this happened, the fan did not have this kind of problem, had been using it for like... 11years?
first time any of the fans in the house happen, and coincidentally it's the lunar 7th month.
im like freaking out.

&baby, i've told you so.

7:09 PM

hellooooo people!
i pon-ed school todayyyyy!
i just dont feel like going to school,
and my knee's swollen!
it still hurts like mad, i cant do any exercise.(:
skipping PE tomorrow!
visiting doc later, i think is ligament inflammation or 'guan jie yan' T.T
(not sure anyhow say de, muahahs.)

then papa&mama has leave, then went to MALAYSIA!
IM SO GONNA GET A NEW PHONE!
bought sososo much stuff, spent 321.65 ringgit on tibits.(:
and some other stuff, 87.99999999 percent is tibits.(:
the cashier was like 'wahhhh' when i pushed the trolley to the counter.(:
headed somewhere else after that, I'VE BOUGHT CIGGSSSSS!!!
(exclusively for yingying&jiejie.) (:
i slept all the way from 3 to 5 after that, untill i reach home.(:
muahhaha, RED CLIFF IS A VERY VERY NICE SHOW!
ok im so random. lolol.

i think that's all.
tatatattatats!

Labels: excruciating pain

5:27 PM

i sorry but it's gonna be quite a emotional post.

i broke down at school today, thanks to detention of course.
irritating mr V asked me to serve another detention when i already served it today.
papa told me before. NO MORE NONSENSES& DETENTION CLASS FOR YOU, ANYONE HEARD, YOU WILL GET IT AT HOME.
right after mr V told me to serve another detention this came to my mind.
then CRIED.

i slacked at science club today, did nothing but stood there watching,
trying to make my mood better, so sad nothing worked.
father came to fetch but i dont dare to tell him about it,
he is angry, i dont know what is he angry about.

slowly i find out im left out again.
i wanna cry, i've tried so hard to keep the friendship in one piece,
i've tried so hard to actually follow you guys closely, even in different class.
but eventually, i feel that you guys are trying to hide things from me.
it's okay from the start, as i know it's quite hard to tell me, as we dont meet up after school and stuff,
but this time you guys didnt even bother to tell me or ask me,
it's okay le, as what you guys said, i will didnt keep to my word when saying about going out,
you guys will never understand, you guys dont have father like mine.
sighs no point talking about it, what's done cannot be undone.

I'S POINT 'BROTHERS' IN A PICTURE.(:
WILL SHOW LATER IN THE DAY.(:

BYE PEOPLE!

Labels: WHY IS IT THE SAME

8:27 PM

HELLOOOOO!!!!
today's school is like everything went through smoothly,
had a very relaxed mood throughout. (:
lots of smiles are given.(:
good start of a week, hoping everything goes well!!! :D

after school went to PLAZA SING. with;
PEISI.DELIS.JOEY&CHUANWAH!
had 'o ah' mee sua.
then headed to carrefour to buy some stuff,
then went home!
then while waiting of the bus, i saw some weirdo,
i think he didnt mean harm, but i just dont understand what he's trying to tell me.
something to do with some robbing or something, i really cant understand.

went home and go PASARMALAM!!!!
TATATATATS.(:

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Labels: USA WON 101 TO 70

10:36 PM

SO THE PROPHECY IS TRUE!

i still remember there was the thai monk that used to keep a look out for the family,
he said some things, i dont believe but now, it came true!

im sick and tired. T.T


lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.lucky chased a stray dog, she's so bad.



10:21 PM

hellooo people!
i want to go to Beijing Olympics!!
i've been watching from channel 5 telecast,
dam exciting.(:
encouraging everyone to watch.((:
seriously, watched the dive section today,
china's divers really pro can,
the movement very graceful, so they got gold medal.
but seriously, i feel that it's partially fake luh.
cause the other countries also did quite well, so even better than china,
but they still got lower scores. T.T

now watching very exciting one,
china basketball against, Usa.
usa's captain dam confident, say sure win.
let see the results.(:
going to watch!
tatas.((:

11:48 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

I LOVE SINGAPORE!
LOLOL, IM A PATRIOT.


8:22 PM

hello hello!
i have no comments for the day.



IM FREAKING TIRED!

Labels: dakishimetai mo ni

9:15 PM

helloo people!!
school was kinda sucky today,
i know almost everyday of school sucks.
chinese and physics lesson still soso,
but when it comes to lesson with everyone in the class,
those lessons sucks.(:
i dont wanna mention any names or whatever.(:

went out on excursion for science club,
learnt lots of things,
THANKS MR. CHEW loadddddddsss.
pictures will be uploaded but not now,
IM SO LAZZYYY.




ah jean's sick, she stucking the straw, to the ball of her tongue stud, eeeyyyeerrr.




BYE!

9:34 PM

TEARS FROM THE RIGHT EYE ARE

REAL TEARS.

7:04 PM

hello people!
went to my primary school, KONG HWA SCHOOL!
to celebrate national day&family day.
met a few primary school friends went around school to refresh our past time memories.
i missed those times a lot.




7:16 PM