im really thinking, what did i do.
really wondering.
is it the sushi incident?
if not, what incident?
every time say i tua you.
never think before you guys also everytime pang seh me.
i didnt even say anything.
every time, say want to call me go along.
then in the end, i'll find out that you purposely dont want me to go.
i still remember the time i had a big tiff with ying,
it's also something about pangseh-ing me.
i really dont like the feeling, it felt like im dying soon.
see, friends are freaking important to me,
one, two , three have betrayed me, i cried for them,
and the tears came from the bottom of my heart,
as it really hurt alot, hurt as if a thousand swords piercing through my heart
i know & noticed you have lost trust, started to avoid& starting to hate me,
i really wonder, you once said you will there for me,
now you are causing the pain.
i dont think you will understand the pain, cause you've always had good friends.
just because of FRIENDS, im dying soon.
MAYBE JUMPING DOWN 16TH FLOOR LATER.
EVEN IF I DIED, NO ONE WOULD CRY,
PEOPLE WILL EVEN CELEBRATE, CHEERING.
I KNOW IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE.
I KNOW IT MY SELF DONT TELL ME. IT HURTS.