DAY FOUURRRR! fucking miss them. dint go out with heihei&ying, but still slacked together. just came back from slacking with them. but im once again at ying's house. maybe sleeping at her house. seriously, it's fun okay finally.
i was just playing checkers with my friend. freaking lost, and i owe him one meal seh. wth, lol. funny sia.
sighs, i miss him lah.
REPLY OF TAGS; JESSLYN; hehe, (: ESTHER; you also never go, no body accompany me. BRENDA; cross my heart & hope to die, that i'll wait. YING; sighszxzxz, the reason i've said alot of times le.(: JIASHAN; where's your blog sia girl.
1:24 AM
Thursday, October 30, 2008
DAY THREE.
dying soon. serious forcing myself not to think.
going out with heihei&ying later.(: currently at ying's house, enojoying ying's maggi mee. so sweet of her to cook for me!~
12:20 PM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
it's only DAY TWO. fuck can, when i woke up o was still thinking, later going to meet baby, then meet D.I.C.E then suddenly, think they are alr in BH. ONE YEAR & 9 MONTHS they'll be tied down. at least 2 months to see them more regularly. wth,wth. nothing is helping to make me feel better. everything i do just made me think of them more. even looking at MOTO makes me think of baby. as they were best friends, same DOB. & moto listens to him too.
missing someone, hurts like fuck.
12:30 PM
fuck, it's only one day sia miss them like fuck. ccb. i wonder how much i can take. my baby&brother inside sia, will be able to see baby in 3 weeks, but it's not confirm, wth. sekali, baby bad conduct never come out, life will be harder. brother have to wait at least 1.5 months. to see him wth, wth, wth, im too used to their presence. i cant even sing, when singing will think of the times we spent singing. all of us, controlled the tears, all of us, felt the pain. 69 the judge lah. fuckzxzzxxzxzzxzx just now, met up with heihei&friend, he tried to cheer us up, but it didnt work at all, this is the first time i felt such pain. feel like crying, but cant. wth, wth, wth, freaking miss them already when it's only day one going day two. time's gonna pass really slowly this months, have to wait at least 1 year+ to meet them as freeman. fuck lahhhh, dam fared up. I'LL COUNT THE DAYS. miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,miss you,
YINGYING, DONT THINK TO MUCH, HE DIN MEAN TO NOT CALL, HE'S AFRAID TO HEAR YOU CRY.
day one, they were gone. fuckkzxxzxzxzxzxxzxzxzxzxzxz fucking miss them can, but i dont think this is the maximum pain. YING'S THE ONE THAT HURT THE MOST. why did you leave your hat, shirt&your presence at my house. why seh, when i know your sentence, i reached home. the first thing i saw was your cap. i almost broke in to tears you know? you didnt fulfill your promise to me, wth, why did i believe. argh. i miss your jiao bin, your morning calls & the breakfasts. sighs.....
2:49 PM
it's their court day. i'll miss them loads, simosy bro's ,funny faces& jokes jon "baby", irritating bitch. pettiness. I'LL MISS THEMMMM ALLL! lets hope for the best for them hoping, no boys home, hostel or even probation. like seriously, simosy has been missing. T.T HOPE THEY"LL BE FREE MEN AFTER COURT. tml, will be waiting for them. loves.(:
yingying, the most IRREPLACEABLE. cant imagine life without her.
i swear to god, they were great disappointment, but i cant believe that i still miss the time with them. like seriously, missed it badly. while slacking with D.I.C.E or outing, i will actually think of them, think of the pictures, the fun. FOR ONCE, WHILE THINKING, I BROKEDOWN. I CANT STOP THE FEELING, THE TEARS. yah, whatever, i shall stop missing. they dont care, shall see how their gonna be STABBED. i miss them the "girlfriends" that 'promised' will be by my side when i need them. though it was a disappointment, i still miss them.
D.I.C.E couldnt cover them, they were IRREPLACEABLE, didnt realise it till now. TOO LATE TO APOLOGISE.
helloooooo!! omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg jeann's gonna get grounded.T.T
today, slacked at home, then went to ying's house. then did nthg, there's nthg good to say today.(:
bye people!
7:21 PM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
hello, im kinda moody currently. T.T yesterday night had taiji at kallang MRT. dam it the sia sui, dont feel like saying, FUCK. but the bus trips were fun. lololololol. benben freaking gao xiao. played like crazy, LMFO, conquered every single bus. met up with HEIHEI too yesterday, he & simosy ton-d at my house, simosy started to sleep first, then i fell asleep too, early in the morning woke up, heihei ton-d alone. lolol.
morning, met up with ying&jon. then sent them to school, simosy stayed & slacked at my house. we waited for jon to come. after awhile, pipi came up, watched "10 promises to my dog" together, dam embrassing i cried like i dont know what, for the scences when akari had to live at some domitory & SOCKS be brought there, tears fall like waterfall, then suddenly jonjon reached, wiped off the tears quick. then he sat down & watched the show together, then they started messing with my hair, wth. seriously guys suck at tying long hair. then continued watching the show, when the dog is dying, i cried too, then this time cant hide from them. T.T dam sia sui.
in the end, dint make my IC today, dont know how long should i wait. =.= then went out with parents awhile, & now at home, HOME SWEET HOME. MEETING THEM LATER! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
SAYONARA!
REPLY OF TAGS; JESSLYN; lololololololol, i think i know who wor.heheh. LIPING; erms, my profile there got put my email.(:
helloooooo! went MALAYSIA! never go school, ((: tomorrow not going too, going to do my IC. like FINNNAAALLLLY.
din slack with D.I.C.E so the day was kinda tired, bored! meeting them later! missed them alr.(:
6:56 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
HELLOOOOSSS! i gonna blog about yesterday's D.I.C.E's SENTOSA TRIP!:D early in the morning 8.15am jon came to my house, then i stunned a moment, guess what? he wearing the same shirt as me. -.- then we headed to ying's house to meet simosy,pipi. went to HQ1 after that, waited for Xiang&Brenda. HEADED TO VIVO!! went on the bus, and once again, D.I.C.E conquer the bus! PICTURESXSX!
YING IS LOVE.♥
told ya, same shirt. -.
when we reached vivo, slacked a little before going in to sentosa.
tsk, XIANG AH! "WA EH, MICKEY MOUSE EH NAI SA!"
IM A BIT TOO HYPER.-.- im actually freaking hyper that day, lolol. we went to palawan beach.(:
simosy unglam-ness.(: on the train.
PALAWAN BEACH! THE HIGH TIDE WAS REALLY HIGH THAT DAY.
TAT UNGLAM-NESS.
ah xiang was burried by us, then he had extra large LJ&LP. plus a pair of D-cup boobs. the pictures freaking unglam, so i wasnt approved to put them up. play in the sea, some water fighting and stuff, jon piggy-backd me, lolol. i piggy-backd ying&brenda.freaking fun can. one part, when everyone's resting, jon,pipi&me, swam over to the side where no swimminng is allowed, we went there to find fishes!(: no catch at all! sads, saw the fishes though. -.- after a while, the ranger came over to the bridge, like looking for us. as he was looking under the bridge, lololol.
i was forced to leave the nice beach early, when i haven even got sun burnt, cause jon was in pain because of the bicycle wound. he endured the pain for like 2-3 hours? then he couldnt tahan.but he tried his best alr. went to wash up! the queue was super longggg, then no choice, open bath. didnt take off everything, bathed with undergarments on. then the guys waited for freaking long. hahhas, they should do that. took some pictures while waiting for the train
♥D.I.C.E's Girls Rules!
brenda!♥
headed back to vivo! MAKAN! NO ONE HAD BREAKFAST BEFORE WE MEET UP. ate at LJS, ah xiang's suggestion(: after eating, went to slack at some open space.(:
pictures were obviously taken!!!(:♥i like this shot,(:
hello,helloo,helloooos! nthg much to say today. cause went out with parents instead of D.I.C.E yeah.. it's kinda sad. there's bad news today, lucky is suspected that she had MISCARRIAGEd. SAD. ALL THANKS TO MOTO. they fought, then there's this blood stains all over. when i saw it, my heart felt heavy.T.T
and yah, there's a couple in D.I.C.E obviously not me. lolololol. lovey dovey everytime, cant stand seh.T.T
SAYONARA! GONNA WATCH ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND.♥♥♥♥
REPLY TO TAGS. SOTONG; OKAYS! link you ASAP PASSERBY; (: JIASHAN; i forget what i ask you le. T.T
7:35 PM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
♥D.I.C.E!
HELLOOOO! i've got MC today! lolol, went polyclinic with ying. please, im really sick. secrets... (:
came back met up with jeann& anan.^^ then simosy. then also met up with pipi,jonjon&xiangxiang! went slacking, then headed to leisure park, picture taken will be uploaded later. JONJON FELL DOWN! as they were doing stuns with their beloved HAROs. i ran there, i was like omfg! i could see the flesh seh. omg, feel so sad luh, shouldnt have let them do the stuns. T.T
after that, he still can ride he haro, still dare to do stun. irritating, totally not scared at all. simosy,pipi&xiang went to mcys. then we rode back to HQ 1, slacked. it rained, then to HQ 2. slacked, felt really tired due to the medication. came home!♥♥♥♥♥
dont misunderstand that i like pipi okay D.I.C.E, the lovey dovey you guys should know. the person im talking about is not in D.I.C.E okay? understand? LAME SEH YOU GUYS, ME & PIPI? SO IMPOSSIBLE.
SAYONARA!♥♥♥
6:17 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
hello, today's a tiring day. PIPI'S CRAZY. lovey dovey, in D.I.C.E lololololol.
i think i like him. lololol, kinda impossible to get, -.- actually impossible. lolololololololololololol. maybe he's just too unique among the friends, therefore got different feel, the feeling might just fade away. the D is still stands a part in my heart. dont wanna think anymore! hehe. i feel so tired, again.
heyhey! i just ot home after slacking with, heihei,pipi,xiangxiang,yingying,jinjin,tatat&evania. PIPI&XIANGXIANG left early, played the usuals with heihei,ying,vania,jeann& tat. freaking fun can,
HEIHEI&YING DID THE FUNNIEST STUFFS. CONFIDENTIAL. ((: REMEMBER TO CLICK PAUSE ON MY MUSIC PLAYER, BEFORE WATCHING THE VIDEO!
LOVELY! DAM IT TOUCHING MTV, SO SORRY, IT'S A CHINESE MTV. SO SAD THE STORY, REMEMBER TO LISTEN AND WATCH.(:
1:13 AM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
hellooooo people! hmms, what shall i say, i've deleted the spammer's tags,(: i think that's gonna be the way i handle spammer cases.(: cause i've stated they will not be entertained.(: hehehe.(: im so not gonna give a dam seh.(:
monday, din go school! lolol. pon-d with almost the whole D.I.C.E :D freaking tired then, ying accompanied me to AVA. then went homeee! met up, played like crazy people.(: 12 plus met heihei&keke, after every single one of them went home. then slacked till 2 plus, go home!
today, went to school OKAY?? got back most of the papers, wont talk about the ones i failed. talking about those i've passed, so far only 2 i saw. biology freaking lucky seh, mr oh forget to add 10 marks sia, luckily i did check! i got back 10 marks, 10 freaking marks. passed with a better grade instead of just pass.(: meeting one-quarter D.I.C.E later.(: then heihei's meeting early today! hhahhahas. lolololololololololololololololololololololololololol. just reached home, accompanied mama&papa to dentist today. then went parkway parade! I'VE FINALLY BROUGHT NEW SPEAKERS!(:
hello people! i over with the mood swings. -.- din meet up with full dice today, did saw them awhile, but it was after i woke up, & they are preparing to leave my house. ying left later though. played like mad cows, pulled the bras out. OOPS! then heihei came to our place, to borrow the HOTSHOT dvd.-.- lame huh, they smoked one stick then went sending people home. sent ying home, then he sent us home, then he went to his slacking place. SATURDAY OUTING TO SENTOSA! MUAHAHHAHAHHA! NICHOLAS CUTIE'S GOING, HE'S BRINGING HOT GUYS, HEIHEI'S GOING TOOOOOOO!!!! (he said he not sure, though.) ying & atashiwa, gonna go crazy, paisehh sia. fatssssss, going on diet, getting rid of extra fatttttssss!.
I DONT KNOW WHETHER TO GO SCHOOL NOT! FUCKKKKK!
SAYONARA.!
REPLY OF TAGS; ♥ BRENDA; DAM SAD! PASSERBY; will cheer up after their sentence, provided that the sentence is the lightest. but now still dam it de sad.
12:56 AM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
i've been sleeping the whole day. but, im still freaking tired. papa brought a new printer. he desperately needs his stuff done. no more excuses here.lolol.
they just left my house now, fuck, freaking tired, my eyes lids feel freaking heavy. gonna go coma again, dam sad you know, simosy , jonjon got probation! ♥Brenda got HFMD, FUCKING SADDDDDDD!
but still, will try my best to keep D.I.C.E in one piece okay? D.I.C.E PBT!♥♥♥♥ GAMBATEH PEOPLE!
I ♥ YOU, D.I.C.E. bye, people!
10:56 PM
i have no idea why, i feel so freaking tired. i over exhausted by the their, overwhelming energy, they just dont feel tired siol.♥ BUT IM KNOCKED-OUT.
11:27 AM
♥DICE PBT.
hello! met up with him last last night, ton-d again, lolol.
fun, bodoh. then outing in the afternoon. on 101008. went tampines, simosy fucking suay. saw 3 ex-girlfriends in a row. then we were, laughing like mad cows. played basketball at the arcade. laughed laughed like some crazy people, due to the trick code done, jonjon made earthquake! FUN, BODOH. went mac to slack, played crazy games, MUDPIE+COKE= BITTER WEIRD TASTE. im like freaking unlucky kept drinking the weird thing. but then jonjon's the worst, he got the two mixed together. (dont understand? cause it's secret.)
went home after that.(: before that slacked at Mountbatten cc. took pictures! lalala.
thats all folks! SAYONARA!
he is going in soon, ♥fuck.
10:15 AM
Thursday, October 9, 2008
hello, hello, hellooo! i misszxzxzxzxzx himmmmm! die also must see him today! (joking, cause he comfirm come!) muahahhas.
I OFFICIALLY NOT GIVING A DAM! cause the exams are over, CAUSE IT'S OVER, BABY IT'S OVER THIS TIME. biology paper was manageable.(: i got study for biology! wrote freaking long essays for 6 marks qns. yesterday still ton-d, slept like some pig after 30 mins, thanks mrs lim for waking me up for the pass few days of exams. THANKS LOAD, IF NOT I WOULD HAVE FAILED. T.T
D.I.C.E. PBT!
SAYONARA!
1:15 PM
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